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| Party tonight |
| 12.31.03 (10:30 am) [edit] |
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I'm due to go to Stef's party tonight, and as more time goes by, the less I want to go. The only reason why I'm going is because my friends will be there. They are a fun bunch! I find that I dislike listening to him talk the more I talk to him. Maybe it's his cockiness and his I-know-everything attitude. He'd better not expect a New Year's kiss :x I was at the movies with a guy one year, and shortly after midnight, he turned to me, and said "happy new year." He wanted a kiss. He got nothing!! When I told him I wasn't interested in dating anymore, I led him to believe it was because of his physical appearance. But that wasn't the only reason. He went through a lot when he was younger (brother stabbed him, and he was in the hospital for a month, and a bunch of screwed up family stuff), and every chance he could get, he'd tell me how he's such a wonderful person now. The nickname he got from me was "hairy hunchback." He was a chubby guy...tall...slouched, and was on the hairy side - back hair, etc. But times change, I don't care about hairiness anymore! But it's a real turn off when people don't let me figure out what makes them special. If you have to tell me, you're too insecure!! |
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| Snow day! |
| 12.31.03 (9:49 am) [edit] |
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My boss told me to work from home today if there was too much snow. He has a foot outside his front door. I think I have about 4 inches? My car doesn't really like to go if there's like...more than 2 inches. I laughed last night because I could have gotten myself stuck going into the garage. I was thinking, "hmm...I am pressing the gas, but I am not moving!" Last night, a couple of friends and I saw 21 Grams. What a depressing but good movie!! There were some doofuses behind us, kind of fidgety. One put his jacket on my seat! And another answered his cell phone during the movie. I could not resist but to "shhhh." *sigh* I hope the snow is gone by this weekend. I had plans!! I need to buy a few things ASAP: engagement gift, walking shoes. I also need to see J!! No more waffling. I'm going to have a real talk with him this time. The last couple have been half-convos there were also one-sided. And I figured before I go away would be the best time!! Nobody really knows how to drive in the snow around here since we don't get much of it. I leave next week for my trip. I definitely have to start packing! |
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| Cutting out the fat? |
| 12.30.03 (12:00 pm) [edit] |
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A friend of mine, Ken...he's always into cutting out what's unnecessary in his life, including people. I guess we met about two years ago, and then we got close, and now we're not close. For the longest time, he was complaining about how nice guys finish last and how he got shafted by his ex. I listened like any friend :-p And no, I never had a thing for him. He did for me, though for a short amount of time. He also suggested I dump my boyfriend (at the time) for him because he thought I could do better. Anyhow, he's finally met who he feels is "the one," and I'm really glad for him. In fact that is all he can talk about...when we do talk anymore. What makes me mad most...is that if I talk to him about what's bothering me (well, along the lines of guys *teehee*), it's "meh. I don't wanna know." And other things he just doesn't understand. I can never talk to him about problems with my parents because he thinks life is simple. He just doesn't get it. Sometimes I wonder if my friendship with him is ready to dissipate. |
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| 2003 in review |
| 12.29.03 (3:43 pm) [edit] |
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My memory is so fuzzy that the beginning of this year is all but a blur! 1. What did you do that you'd never done before? I had birthday sex! I also drove by myself to Sun Peaks, BC. 2. Did you keep your new year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year? I did my best. I will make more for next year, and probably forget them. 3. Did anyone close to you give birth? No. 4. Did anyone close to you die? No. 5. What countries did you visit? USA 6. What would you like to have in 2004 that you lacked in 2003? My own home. 7. What date from 2003 will remain etched upon your memory? None that were significant. 8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? Finishing yet another program at school? 9. What was your biggest failure? Not saving as much money as I had hoped? 10. Did you suffer illness or injury? I got a couple of colds. 11. What was the best thing you bought? This year...ooh, some boots for the snow. Since my memory is not so good, I can't remember much from the beginning of the year. Ooh, a digital camera! 12. Whose behavior merited celebration? Mine! 13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? Plenty of people. I think they were men?? 14. Where did most of your money go? To RRSPs and my fitness expenses. 15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? Getting my own place. 16. What song will always remind you of 2003? Linkin Park songs. 17. Compared to this time last year, are you: i. happier or sadder? the same ii. thinner or fatter? about the same iii. richer or poorer? richer (not monetarily speaking...I feel richer because I'm pretty satisfied with my life) 18. What do you wish you'd done more of? Cut unnecessary things out of my life. And sleep. 19. What do you wish you'd done less of? Eat bad food. 20. How did you be spend Christmas? On Christmas Day, I had dinner at home with my mom and her two friends. I also spent it with a headache. 21. ??? !!! 22. Did you fall in love in 2003? No. 23. How many one night stands? Hmm...depends on the definition...Could be zero up to several! 24. What was your favourite TV program? Six Feet Under 25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? No. But there are some that I don't think so highly of anymore. 26. What was the best book you read? Banana Boys. Oh wait. That was last year. 27. What was your greatest musical discovery? None. i was introduced to fruity music, though. 28. What did you want and get? Closer relationships to friends. 29. What did you want and not get? More material things. 30. What was your favourite film of this year? I can't remember. I saw many. 31. What did you do on your birthday? I ate, got laid, ate some more, and watched Pirates of the Caribbean. 32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? Immeasurably? I don't know about that. A more permanent male companion would have been nice. It got distracting with many coming and going. 33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2003? Like 1998. 34. What kept you sane? Friends. My journal. 35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? Jack Black :D 36. What political issue stirred you the most? Dubya being in office. 37. Who did you miss? People who've been close to me and have somewhat disappeared. 38. Who was the best new person/people you met? There is no best new person, but I did meet several new people this year. They're all pretty cool in their own way. 39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2003. Be honest from the get-go. But that's not really a new life lesson. Maybe...stay away from Panago pizza. 40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year: C is for cookie, and that's good enough for me. |
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| What a week of movies! |
| 12.29.03 (12:09 pm) [edit] |
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Maybe I am movie-ed out...I've seen 4 movies in the last 5 days. Yesterday, I saw Big Fish...I wasn't sure what to expect, but I enjoyed it. Maybe I was expecting more fantasy. There is a scene where Ewan McGregor is speaking Cantonese (a dialect of Chinese) to these twins. It was awful [the accent]!! The twins were not much better either. And the subtitles did not match what they were saying!! I am back to feeling tired again. I wonder if it's because I've been sitting around so much (each movie was around 3 hours long, give or take 45 minutes) and not getting much of any exercise. And my best friend asked me to be her maid of honour for her wedding!! I am touched!! Now I'd better find out (quickly) what being one entails. *eek* This may mean my planned trip to the UK next fall might have to be postponed to 2005!! But that's definitely okay!! I finally let most of my thoughts out to Stef about feeling smothered, and I had freaked out because he was all boyfriend like. He apologised. And now I feel like the pressure's off somewhat. But at least I feel somewhat okay about asking him out. *teehee* My friends are all turned off by his behaviour, too. I picked up J from the airport on Saturday upon his arrival from visiting his folks for Christmas. He was strangely warm and affectionate. I figured he was randy or in a really good mood. He wanted me to stay the night, but I didn't. I told him I found new newfound affection to be strange, and he said he figured he should be nicer. He also told me he cares about me romantically, whatever that means. It's just left me with a sea of questions - none of which I want to answer, of course. It really never fails that I get freaked out whenever a guy shows interest. It's almost a surefire way to turn me right off, even if I like the guy! Meh. |
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| Oooh, my head |
| 12.26.03 (4:52 pm) [edit] |
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I had a really bad headache yesterday, and it was probably from dehydration. And now, I have another mild one - probably from dehydration. I sat through Lord of the Rings today. I made sure to not have a big beverage because my bladder is the side of a thimble. The two people sitting to my right were talkers. I will accept people talking through movie trailers even though it bugs me, but people talking throughout movies have got to go!! I think it would have been fine if they were whispering, but they were talking at normal volume, as if the movie could cover their voices. So...my friend Chris turned to them, and said, "could we discuss the movie later?" And the guy "heh"ed, but they both stopped talking!! I was going to wait a bit to say something, but I would have only asked them to keep the voices down. Tomorrow, I should be seeing Big Fish if I don't have to go see The Nutcracker. Paula was supposed to go with her mom, but her mom's too sick to go. I hope she finds someone to go, but I told her I would go if she couldn't find anyone. I know how sucky it is to have an extra ticket for some event at the last minute. |
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| The chicken is roasting |
| 12.25.03 (6:35 pm) [edit] |
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I am so hungry, but dinner is being prepared. This will be the first time my mom eats my delicious roasted chicken!! Actually, a while back, I said I wouldn't make it for a long time because I was getting sick of it. The chicken is enough for 2.5 people as one meal. This morning, I woke up and opened the rest of my unopened Christmas presents!! And then my best friend called me!! She is engaged!! I am so happy and excited for her. She's been waiting for the ring like...FOREVER!! *L* After I ate breakfast, I met up with my friend Aaron, and we saw Cold Mountain. What an excellent and *beautiful* movie. I loved the acting. I loved the scenery. The movie is 2 and a half hours long, but I didn't really notice. Well, not until I had to leave. My feet were numb, and I noticed my inner thigh muscles were tight when I got up. We grabbed a bite to eat at a nearby Asian mall (most are open on Christmas Day), and then we went our separate ways. Oh! And I never really took notice of Jude Law; he looked really good in the movie. There was a really good love scene in the movie, too. I'll spare you all details. I am thinking of purchasing Adobe Photo Album 2.0 and Elements. Would it be worth my while? I don't really play with my digital photos, though. And this is what I got for Christmas. I feel really blessed this year!! Gingerbread tree Best of SNL: Will Ferrel DVD Cracker DVD Remington bikini shaver and trimmer Chopsticks Chopstick holders Pocket rocket Soaps Evanescence CD Bath stuff Air freshener Smelly satchets Socks Pedicure stuff Either a pair of glasses or night cream One more gift to come And I got myself a 512 MB CF card :D |
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| Let the returns begin! |
| 12.24.03 (10:35 am) [edit] |
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I've been buying a lot of lucky bamboo as gifts. Originally I bought one little one for myself, and then I decided to give it away. Then I decided it was too small to be a gift, so I went to go exchange it. But I also found out that I'll probably be visiting my cousin's new place (with the whole family) on Boxing Day, and some of these plants were so nice, I figured I'd buy another!! The cashier was a little slow (physically and otherwise...). I returned a $15 bamboo to purchase a $45 and $20 bamboo. My total bill came to $23 (including tax!). I said to her, "that's it?" And she said, "yeah, you're pretty much only paying for one because returned one." So I thought, "okay...whatever." Ultimately, she didn't charge me for the $45 bamboo. And no, I am not going to inform them of the error. My only excuse is that I gave her her chance. But what I'd like to do is bring back the $20, and buy the $65 bamboo for my cousin's new place...That is, if it's still there when (or if??) I return. Otherwise, they get the $20 bamboo and maybe some nice towels!! And getting my bamboo bagged took a while. I asked for a "slightly" bigger bag and she took me literally. I figured she'd have gone a size up. OOoh, last night I saw Something's Gotta Give, and I really enjoyed it. There were lots of laugh out loud moments, and Jack Nicholson has a nice tushie. |
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| Weird |
| 12.23.03 (4:31 pm) [edit] |
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This is a quote from my yearly astrological forecast for 2003 -- "Temper tantrums could end a romance June through December." I guess that did happen. After J p'd me off that night he played video games while I sat around, I figured that was it. No more J. But I saw him on my birthday, and he was really nice to me. And he wants to get together again, as in doing something. I am finding myself feeling kind of shy around him now. I don't know what my deal is. It was just easier when I was POed at him. I hate him when he's a geek, but I soften up when he's human. I need to do something about that. And I wish I kept track of the peanuts at my desk. I swear someone's been eating them because there's no way there could be less than 1/4 of the container left. I don't even like peanuts all that much!! |
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| You know |
| 12.23.03 (11:15 am) [edit] |
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I don't have that much to say right now!! No new drama in the last 24 hours!! *L* But I have been eating way too much candy and cookies. I feel gross!! I thought I could get some sleep last night, but that didn't really work. At least I didn't go out. Did I mention I told a white lie to get out of a dinner date last night? I told Stef I had to run errands for my mom. But ultimately, I did end up having to drop off something for a friend. I desire to go to the movies. I'd like to see Big Fish on Christmas Day. I've never gone to the movies on Christmas Day before. But I'm definitely going to the movies on Boxing Day!! |
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| Flex those bad boys |
| 12.22.03 (3:50 pm) [edit] |
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I bought the same magazine twice. What was I thinking? So...I was thinking that a good New Year's resolution (that I really should get on right now but never) is to become more assertive. I seem to let myself get into situations that I don't want to be in. Maybe I'm just referring to guys I go out with. I am tired of giving chances!! No more "well, maybe there is something about him I haven't discovered that I might like to know..." Actually, I can be assertive, but because I can be so blunt with people, their looks of pain cause me anguish. But if I try to be nice and polite about what I want, they don't get it (or they don't respect what I'm saying). So, muscle flexing. I've talked to an assortment of guy and girl friends, and they don't get requests to flex. How often do guys get asked to flex? Why do I get requests so often?? |
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| I need a rest from the weekend!! |
| 12.22.03 (12:30 pm) [edit] |
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Yesterday was a very long day! And I don't even remember what I did on Saturday. I think I did nothing. But I did feel old. A couple of friends and I went to a club, but we didn't get in because we didn't want to wait for more than 45 minutes we already stood in line. Here we were in our late 20s surrounded by 19-20 year olds. They were loud, and lots of them budged in line. It wasn't the volume that made them so annoying. It's the things they were saying...reminded me of me and my friends when we were younger. What I like best (and hate the most sometimes) is the naive confidence young adults have in themselves and the untarnished desire to make the world a better place. When I observe them, I repeat "Been there, done that" a lot. My birthday, yesterday, was a lovely one. My parents took me out to brunch, then I went to J's, then my parents took me out to dinner, and I ended off the evening by hanging out with Paula. I felt really blessed, actually. I appreciated the happy birthday messages I got. I got gifts: money, gift certificates, sex toys, a calendar, a book, and DVDs. |
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| I spy with my little eye... |
| 12.20.03 (3:00 pm) [edit] |
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=http://www.tblog.com/user_ima... TARGET = blankSomething Rosie. Whoa, I must admit the quality's greatly decreased after submitting through Tblog! So last night, I did wear something cleavage-like. And I got gifts! It was awkard at first when Stef got to the restaurant although the awkwardness dissipated at the end of the night. (Thumbs down to him for calling up Paula to whine and complain about me before dinner.) However, the smothering has commenced again! He already asked me if I wanted to join him and his family for dinner tonight and about taking me out for my birthday on Monday. I thought I could train him by giving positive reinforcement, but no. That didn't work. Before all the invitations, I said to him, "thanks for not being my shadow last night," which means...space is good!! Keep up the good work!! It does not mean...phew! One night of space! Now we can go back to before! |
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| Well, that didn't turn out so well |
| 12.19.03 (4:18 pm) [edit] |
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Now Stef thinks I have zero interest in him because I told him he was smothering me. But I feel bad because he feels bummed out, and I attributed to his sadness. At the same time, all I can say is "oh, well." If I could express myself in a way for him to completely understand, I would. But I'm of the female persuasion. We're not meant to be figured out, right?? :shock: Man. I'd be fine if he treated me like a friend. I think I will wear something that shows cleavage tonight. |
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| What a Thursday |
| 12.19.03 (1:28 pm) [edit] |
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Hmm...Space Man. I think I would give Stef that nickname. More on that later :twisted: After work yesterday, I booted over to the shop to pick up my car. I'm glad to have it back!! Then I went off to my gym appointment; my body is punishing me today for not having exercised a whole week!! Right after, I rushed off to the mall to get in as much Christmas shopping as possible!! I am two half-gifts from being done :D If only the mall could give me one more hour :D I guess it's natural reflex for me to answer my phone when it rings, but I don't know how many calls I got while shopping (mom x3 and others!!). And I felt annoyed!! How dare these people interrupt my shopping!! :wink: One of the calls was from Stef...and he knew I'd be shopping. :x I hate using my cell phone in public, too!! "Hello?" "I'm home!" Thinks to self..."yes? So? You don't need to report to me." Anyway, he had told me he was going to give me a call after he got together with his friend. I just wasn't expecting such an early call, and I sure wasn't expecting the call from him as soon as he got home. I wouldn't even expect boyfriends to give me such updates!! Anyway, since I was shopping, he told me to call him later that night, and I said, "okay." (of course) I got home around 9:30 (more than 12 hours since I left the house!!)...had dinner and called Tara...did laundry...wrapped some presents, and felt exhausted. I don't remember what it's like to feel refreshed anymore!! I decided to forego calling Stef because I was so tired, and I was not about to call his house at 11:30 at night. So I went to bed. He IMed me this morning. The VERY FIRST thing he said to me was, "i thought you were going to call last night?" That got him a "well, good morning to you, too!" AURGH! I did apologise for not calling him, and I explained why I did not call. That whole incident made me mad. I don't think I owed him an explanation. I feel like I have to be so defensive around him, yet not bruise his ego. Anyhow, Paula actually did talk to him on my behalf last night because she knows how much he is getting to me. She thought she got her point across...but no, I think he is too stubborn to hear it. Maybe what I need to do is repeat everything she told him and what I've ALREADY said. I told her about the convos I had with him today, and now she feels like she wasted her time last night. Tonight a bunch of us are celebrating a couple of birthdays - mine included! |
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| What is not space? |
| 12.18.03 (2:27 pm) [edit] |
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I can tell you: "so let me know wher [sic] i can take you for your birthday dinner adn [sic] when too for that matter" I was very tempted to say "remember how I asked for space?" but alas, I did not. Instead, I said, "k." I never type "k;" this was a quick way for me to move along. Story: He wants to take me out for dinner for my birthday. Thoughtful gesture, I know, and I also had said, "no, thanks." But he's insisted. He asked me this two days ago. And he followed up several minutes ago. I feel like such a bitch or princess. Here he is being a nice guy and all, but I really do not want any special attention. |
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| Still feeling bad |
| 12.18.03 (2:03 pm) [edit] |
| And I am still feeling guilty for that last blog entry I posted. |
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| Feelings...nothing more than feelings |
| 12.18.03 (2:00 pm) [edit] |
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Dangnabbit, I have that line from the song in my head. Don't you hate having songs you don't know the lyrics to stuck in your head?? I am back to the feeling tired thing again. *sigh* Or maybe I am still recovering from my cold. Time to get back to sleeping before midnight again!! Or maybe I am stressed. I used to get tired around exam time...I'd study for 15 minutes and feel so tired I'd conk out for 3 hours. And for some reason, I am feeling pretty stressed right now. I can tell from my skin!! One of my stressors, unfortunately, is Stef (yes, I know...what's a Rosie blog entry without talking about men?). He's here for another 3 weeks, and he wants to monopolise [his word] my time. I've told him twice in two days that I need space. I guess he feels pressure to make the most of his time here. But I have my own stuff going on! (And even if I didn't have a lot on the go, I wouldn't give up all my free time for him.) And it's not just the time thing...I am feeling extremely smothered. He acts like a boyfriend, but he is far from being one of mine. I feel like I barely know the guy! Sure, I know stuff about him, but that's not the same. I wish I could give him some direction on how to be, but I can't. And I sure can't pick up where we last left off in the summer. In fact, about a month after he was gone, my interest in him waned. In order for me to figure out if I even want to get to know him better requires him to be out of my face. And to cut out the PDA. And I do feel badly. I feel badly that I'm not as into him as he is into me. I feel badly for acting hostile towards him. But I can't help any of this :wink: I like space! Men, sometimes, are like pets. They require more time and attention than I can afford. |
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| Wake up! |
| 12.17.03 (4:51 pm) [edit] |
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Somebody help :lol: I didn't get enough sleep last night because I couldn't get to sleep. The night before I slept for almost 12 hours!! But tonight, I must chauffeur. And I am not looking forward to it - especially driving the POS rental Chevy Impala. |
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| Huh, where am I? |
| 12.17.03 (3:35 pm) [edit] |
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I'll try to be brief (I've been told my writing can be too concise, which I agree to a point!) to get it all down, man! I am back!! Weekend: Attended work Christmas party with friend. Good food. Crashed a law firm's party. Better music. Goofed around and snapped pics around the hotel where the party was. Took bus to visit best friend. Visiting best friend was good. Got me appointment for a hot stone massage for my birthday. Very nice. Massage therapist complimented my "toned" body. Did some tubing on the mountain while there. Hit the bar one night. Sad to leave. Sat in front of crazy woman who kept talking to herself and cursing everyone/thing on the bus coming home. Brought in car to shop. Has problems. Needs new sychronizer. More $$$ to fix. Bad timing. Reconsidering plan of getting new car in 2005 instead of 2010. I like those MINI Coopers, but they're too trendy. Still need to do Christmas shopping but won't have time 'til the weekend or after. Have thought of ideas for Stef. Kind of. Told him I needed space. His desire to see me every free moment I had (and didn't have) was really getting to me. Feeling smothered and stressed. Guy at bar on weekend guessed I was an only child from talking to me. Said I had a bit of an attitude and was a smart a$$!! :lol: Had lunch with co-worker today. Says I have "serious commitment issues." :lol: Saw The Last Samurai last night. Loved it. Made me cry. Will say no more to not give away plot. Found booboos in movie. Little boy crying. Tear falls from outer corner of eye. No tear ducts there. Therefore, fake tears. Ha! Next scene, tear trail no longer at the corner but closer to the middle of the eye. Wrong tear placement. Ha! Did I make sense? :wink: It's good to be back! |
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| Okay, I lied |
| 12.12.03 (11:14 am) [edit] |
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This will be my last until next week. But I forgot to mention that right now, I feel really fat. And I don't see an end to this fatness 'til the new year. So I will just suck in my stomach and wear baggy clothes. Or maybe I will lose weight when I am in Hong Kong. It seems that the last few times I've gone traveling where I get jet lag, I also encounter digestive problems, thus disallowing me to keep food in my body. And these problems last about a week. I wonder if there is something I can do to prevent these digestive problems. There must! And since I just made the appointment with the car place, I feel a little better. I get to kill 3 birds with one stone while I'm there: get the issue checked out, get an oil change, and get the snow tires on! |
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| My last entry |
| 12.12.03 (10:33 am) [edit] |
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Today I start a whirlwind of stuff! So I won't be posting 'til Wednesday, probably. My face hasn't broken out like this in a while!! I need more sleep. Anyhoo, this morning, I noticed the "Check Engine" light on on my dash :( I hate car problems. Now I don't feel 100% safe driving my car!! And I am to do a considerable amount of driving around today. *sigh* I guess I will just run my errands, and take a cab to the party tonight. I wonder how much that will cost :? Gotta make an appointment with the body shop. And I did a lot of packing last night. I think I am missing a glove. Seems like everything is really stressing me out, and I'm the kind of person who doesn't like asking for help. Either that or it never occurs to me. I did write up a to-do list because those have always helped me in the past. By having the list, I can actually see what needs to be done, and then I realise there's not that much. But right now, I'm stressed because I am not able to tackle the things on my list!! Yesterday was a day of the return of the men or something. C appeared on line "we've only seen other twice since TO [Back in May, we were both in Toronto]." The idea of hanging out with him doesn't really appeal to me. And J messaged me, too, and he was being really nice. He was asking me what I wanted for my birthday and Christmas. I was thinking "huh"? Speaking of birthdays and Christmas...my birthday is close enough to Christmas to get me gypped. It annoys me to no end to get combo gifts, cards, and wrapping paper. No, I don't want a Christmas card that says happy birthday! And no! I do not want Christmas wrapping paper around my presents. If your birthday was in June, and I used Christmas wrapping, what would you think?? "You cheap-a$$..." I bet. Anyway, I got a birthday card from my a dear old aunt yesterday. I had to get my mom to translate what she wrote in it, which was "happy birthday and new year." I had to feign some fake anger "AND"?? "AND?" Was that too selfish? To me, the whole birthday-Christmas combo thing is just silly. If it's too much holiday cheer for you, just pick one to celebrate. !! |
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| Borrowed from Sillygrrl3! |
| 12.11.03 (3:26 pm) [edit] |
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The Perfect Guy: 1. hair color Any 2. eye color - Any 3. height At least 5'9" 4. six pack - sure! I don't mind tummies - just no gunts. 5. long or short hair - I prefer short or shorter. His hair absolutely cannot be longer than mine! 6. glasses Doesn't matter 7. piercings Doesn't matter 8. scars - Not too fond of those but I can live with them 9. eyebrows - No monobrows preferred! 10. big butt or little- as long as it's not flat, then I'm cool with whatever his butt size is 11. chest hair Doesn't matter 12. buff or skinny- Buff or doughy. Absolutely cannot be skinny! I don't want to break anybody! 13. straight teeth, gap, or braces Preferably straight. None missing, and not too yellow. 14. funny or serious- Both 15. party or stay at home- A socialable stay at home guy works. 16. should he cook or bake- Sure! 17. should he have a best friend - Yes, excluding me :wink: 18. should he have a lotta girlfriends I hope not. 19. outgoing or shy - Outgoing (to balance me out!!) 20. sarcastic or sincere - Both 21. should he love his mother? Yes but not too mama boy-ish 22. should he watch chick flicks? Sure! 23. would he be a smoker? NO! 24. would he drink? Socially is okay 25. would he swear? Preferably not 26. would he play with your hair? Sure. 27. one or more girls at a time No. If it's something he's interested in, better get that out of the way before knowing me! 28. would he pay for dates? Yes, but not expected to 100% of the time. 29.does he kiss on the first date?- Only if I want him to 30. where would you go to dinner? To nice restaurants 31. would he bring you flowers?- Yes, but not always, of course 32. would he lay under the stars with you?- Sure 33. would he write poetry about you? Sure, but not necessary 34. would he call you hunny, sweetie, or baby? Sure 35. would he hang out with you and YOUR friends? - Yes 36. would you hang out with him and HIS friends? - Yes 37. will he walk you to the door at the end? Yes (not enough guys do this!) 38. holding hands Yes 39. soccer Sure 40. baseball Sure 41. basketball - Sure 42. ice hockey - Yes. 43. water polo Sure 44. surf Sure 45. skateboard- Sure 46. Ski or Snowboard - Doesn't matter 47. sing Doesn't matter 48. play guitar - Sure 49. play piano Sure 50. play drums- Sure 51. clean his room YES 52. paint, draw, sculpt Sure 53. writes his own music Sure 55. use the word tight Depends on the context, but sure 56. would he watch the sun rise with you Sure 57. what kind of car does he drive- Something that runs and is well cared for 58. how old is he Close to my age or older 59. what would his name be Something that I can pronounce |
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| *pulls hair out* |
| 12.11.03 (11:23 am) [edit] |
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Ah! Stress! Gotta love it. Lack of time makes me feel stressed. I'd better make a list of all the things I need to do because I feel like time is running out. With trying to get lots of rest (because my cold is only SLOWLY withering away) and getting errands run before I'm off for the weekend, every second counts! Why couldn't the malls be open for 24 hours for just ONE day? :wink: I got some grief today from Stef. I guess he was serious when he wanted to spend as much time with me as possible. I don't have time to see him today or today, and then I'm gone for a few days. He was a little upset (?), and said it seemed I was avoiding him. He is contributing to my stress :x And all I could think was "I don't need this right now," so I told him I was not going to have [this] conversation with him. Of course, this was after I dug myself into a hole. I came across as not being able to fit him into my oh-so-busy schedule. Maybe after this weekend will be better when I don't have to get ready for parties and weekend getaways. He flies home in a few weeks. I guess he also wanted to be my date for my work Christmas party. But I'm taking Paula. Here are some tidbits of info to my personality that makes me feel stressed with this whole Stef visit. Spending a copious amount of time with one person suffocates me. When it comes to guy-girl relationships, unless verbalized, I often live in a state of denial. "No, he doesn't like me that way. No, he's not expecting anything from me." Even though my friends are telling me, he's treating things as if we were in a relationship, I am adamant about saying, "WE'RE NOT!!!!" |
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| Like cheese (er...wine), we get better with age |
| 12.11.03 (12:46 am) [edit] |
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Last night, I was hanging out with Stef, and it came into conversation that he didn't know how old I was...I guess it's not really come up, and I thought he knew. I pretty much kept him guessing. First I told him I was legal to go to the bars. Then I told him I was 40, and that my biological clock was ticking. Then I told him to guess. Not that I have issues with my age (26.9), but I'd been giving him such a (fake) hard time about his age (30.3) that I wasn't ready to let him know that our age difference was not that great *L* Tonight, I talked on the phone with my best friend. I'm going to visit her for about 3 days, but one of those days, there is a work thing she can't get out of. So while she's attending this course, I will sleep in, and then head off to the spa :wink: Whatever service I'm getting will be a birthday present!! I am sooo excited about visiting her. I haven't been to her new place, and I want to bring a gift. I was thinking of a plant (maybe something Christmas-y), but I don't know how well that will travel on the bus. I want to do some shopping before I get out there. I hope I can fit that in!! And I gotta pack. I leave early Saturday morning, but the night before I am going to be attending my work's Christmas party. I just got off on a tangent. On the phone, she gave me a white man's etiquette lesson!! Er...I hope my terminology didn't offend anyone; it wasn't my intention. I've grown up in a Chinese household. My Chinese etiquette is great, but anything North American, I have to rely on cues from other people (in public). So I was telling her about how bad I felt ... like I was mooching off Stef when he invites me out to dinner with his family. They seem to dine out regularly, and he often asks me to join them. I feel like I should offer to pay *something*. She was like, "no...just go with it. They would be offended if you offered. Just say thank you [which I always do]." The last time we went out for dinner, Stef's dad gave me an earful about European history and politics. I wish I could've contributed more to the conversation, but I wasn't really sure what he was talking about. There was a lot of nodding and smiling. |
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| A good meal |
| 12.10.03 (2:43 pm) [edit] |
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I'm so hungry right now, and when I get hungry, I crave all sorts of things. So...if I could eat anything right now, I'd have some crunchy junk food (corn nuts or chips/crisps), some Ben and Jerry's ice-cream, sushi, and maybe an A&W root beer ice-cream float. Oh and maybe a doughnut, too. And good news! My Victoria's Secret returns have reached their destination. I hope they can give me my money back quickly. Just about every day, I check my credit card balance online. It's not in tune with my savings plans!! |
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| What do you want? |
| 12.10.03 (10:18 am) [edit] |
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Several days upon returning from Comdex, I received an email from someone from a computer hardware company (at least I think that's their biz). She just said it was a pleasure meeting me (I don't recall meeting any women at Comdex...I probably dropped of my business card hoping to win a prize or something), and she asked me to look at their Web site. That was it. So I went to the Web site, and the whole freakin' thing is in Chinese. (Even when I first got her email, I wasn't taking anything seriously. My title on the card is "News Editor," and I was representing a Web site that reviews computer and other techie stuff.) So I wrote back asking if they had an English version, and some other dude gave me a link. I wasn't sure what I was supposed to do after looking at the site. Did she want me to buy something as a consumer? Wholesaler? What?? So I just told her people I'd forward the URL to my colleague, who runs the site. Being the good little worker she is, she followed up with " How are you doing? And any news or comments from your side,pls kindly notify me. thanks and best regards." I haven't responded because I'm not sure how to. If she paid attention to my card, she might think I can't do anything about her request. I already notified her that someone else is looking at her "request." What I'd like to say is, "I'm fine, thanks, Nancy. What kind of news and comments would like you?" To this day, I don't know if she wants to sell me something or what. What I'd also like to tell her is... 1. If you're going to do business correspondence, use correct English. 2. What were you thinking going to an American convention and then following up with a Chinese Web site? 3. Don't bug me anymore. |
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| Clothes tags |
| 12.09.03 (1:51 pm) [edit] |
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My bra strap tag is making me itch. I was looking my closet this morning like I usually do when I need to find something to wear. And I reconfirmed I don't have enough non-casual clothing. Sometimes I think I should be dressing my age...whatever that really means :lol: I'm content with little t-shirts, low slung pants/jeans and athletic shoes. And it's like dressier clothes are often made of polyster or nylon. EW! And my fat feet don't fit well into a lot of dress shoes. Often I switch between feeling like a total grub to getting "why are you all dressed up today?" I want some in-between outfits. I guess I need business casual!! But that's boring. I often look flip through fashion magazines, admiring the clothes, but could never be bothered to emulate the outfits. Maybe the key is to slowly build up the wardobe, but I think it'd be nicer if I came across a HUGE windfall of money. Then I could hire someone to make me over!!!! Or maybe I should just religiously watch What Not to Wear, and get lots of tips. I love The Learning Channel. |
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| *grumble* |
| 12.08.03 (7:58 pm) [edit] |
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Naps make me feel weird. I really should stop taking them. I was feeling extremely tired. So, I am burning some CDs for my dad right now. He asked me this favour before he left for his trip over a week ago. He joked that they'd better be ready upon his return. I said I'd burn 'em the night before he got back...and sure enough... J chatted me up...ticked me off...He was telling me how *great* the Tenacious D DVD was...which is fine, normally. But I am a HUGE Tenacious fan, which he knows, but no! No offers like "I got the Tenacious D DVD...Want to swing by and watch it?" Oh right. If I wanted to see it, I would have had to actually say something to that effect. Actually, when he got it delivered from Amazon, he did tell me about it. But apparently, I was being "mean," so no Tenacious D for me. What a dork! Did I ever mention the "tough titty" he gave me? The last time I saw him...He invited me over to watch the Canucks game after I volunteered at the film fest. After the game, he sat at his computer, put on his headphones, and played games while I sat around and channel surfed. I was bored out of my mind, so I got up from the couch, and he said, "oh, leaving?" Weeks later, I brought up how I thought it was rude to invite someone over and then ignore them (as if they were too chicken sh*t to tell them to leave). And he said if they weren't going to say something about being bored after having been asked what they want to do, then "tough titty." And after the conversation, I guess he took it as a cancellation of our plans? He had invited me over to his place for this past Wednesday, but then he never brought up plans again. And after Wednesday passed, he didn't say anything about it either. And the phone was a sore spot for me, too. I think he's ever only called me once to chit chat. I'd called him a few times, but if it was a conversation that was too idle chit chat-like, he'd say, "well, I'm going to go now." And if it was a convo to his satisfaction, he'd say, "well, thanks for calling!" He'll have phone conversations with other people though, and he'll even call them to see how they're doing. I feel like I put up with a lot and all because I'm a sucker for someone with book smarts. It's refreshing to be able to talk about more than pop culture and it was nice that he wasn't all about talk about sex, sex, and sex!! Which reminds me...my coworker sure is annoying. He jokingly suggested I bring someone to the Christmas party that could possibly partake in a threesome with him and his girlfriend. |
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| So tired |
| 12.08.03 (3:46 pm) [edit] |
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Well, it's Monday afternoon, and I called in sick to work today. I'm still feeling under the weather, but I guess it's going to continue for another short while. I actually went to the doctor today. She says what I have is viral, and wrote me a prescription for cough syrup. I, of course, did not get the prescription filled (cough syrup with codeine! Ooh!) since I detest cough syrups. But I will choke down Buckley's; I even kind of like it. I'll go back to work tomorrow, but it was sure was nice to have a day to myself. Wait, isn't that weekends are for? Yesterday, I had lunch with my mom, and then I did a bit of shopping. In the evening, I dropped by P's to pick up the baking. She didn't want ANY of the shortbread, darnit. It's pretty gross. We chit chatted about men for a bit (what else is new?), and then I went home. She hadn't heard from her pot of gold for 4 days, and she convinced herself she wasn't going to hear from him again. :roll: I was like "just wait a week...maybe something happened..." And sure enough, he called while I was there. I love "I told you so" moments! But I don't gloat that often. *cheehee* Christmas shopping for 4 people are done. That leaves...3 people?? And then post-Christmas, it's more shopping for relatives...for when my mom and I visit. That's a grandma, two aunts, two uncles, three cousins, and great aunts and uncles. Hrrm. Tonight I will see S. People are teasing me by calling him my boyfriend :x :x |
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| I wish every weekend was 3 days long |
| 12.07.03 (4:40 pm) [edit] |
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In 24 hours, I will be sitting at my desk at work. BLEH! I guess I am still sick, but I broke down and took some medicine. I took a Buckley's cold and cough caplet. It's worked extremely well. I'm not sure if it's making tired, though. I slept through TWO alarm clocks this morning, so I guess I got a really good sleep...from 2:30 - 11. Yesterday morning, I ran around buying my bus ticket (yay! I get to see my best friend for 3-ish days next week!) and baking stuff. P and I spent a few hours baking. Our shortbread tasted like flour biscuits. D'oh. Everything else had brown lace edges :wink: Her oven is a little hotter than expected, I think! Anyway, when I was at the supermarket, I had to phone her to see what ingredients (and how much) I needed to pick up. "How much butter do we need?" "Ummm...I don't know...how much do you think we will need?" Repeat for various other ingredients. Good thing she couldn't see me because I was rolling my eyes a lot. The recipes were at her place...all she had to do was look at them, and add up the quantities. At one point we were making brownies. She was going to take care of the first step, which was to beat the eggs and add the sugar gradually. She beat the eggs (what do they mean "beat until foamy?"), stopped the beater, and dumped one cup of sugar in. "Oh, we don't have enough sugar!" So we let everything sit there, and headed out to buy some sugar. We finished all our baking in good time, and then went off to the gym. While I was over at P's, S called me to see if I wanted to join him and his family for dinner. Of course I said "yes" even though being around his family highly intimidates me. I hadn't seen him since the summer, and I was pleasantly surprised that seeing him again was comfortable. I will probably see him again tonight. And I may as well give a J update...that guy I was totally crazy about for the longest time (for no good reason except that I found him very mentally stimulating). I've finally come to the conclusion he's a lost cause. When I first met him, I thought "this is a great guy. I wonder why he's single." I think I've seen why. :shock: I also guessed (incorrectly) that he was a virgin. Anyway, now I wonder if I want put in the effort for a friendship. He seems content to chat online, and if we're to ever get together, *I'm* the one who has to suggest it, and think of stuff that he wouldn't mind doing. Too much work. |
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| *cough* *hack* |
| 12.05.03 (11:53 am) [edit] |
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My cold is back. My cough is dry and keeps me up at night. I think it's because I've not been laying off sweets; the sugar is irritating my throat. I didn't sleep well at all last night. Tonight, I'm supposed to get together with one of my friends from school. I am thinking of taking a rain check so I can rest up tonight. Tomorrow is a day of baking, I think. And then in the evening, I will hang out with S. He's back from England 'til January. I endeavour to do most, if not all, my Christmas shopping on Sunday. I know I am asking for trouble, but who knows how much time I'll have during the week, and I'm probably gone next weekend to visit my best friend in the snow boonies. I think my mom is the hardest person to shop for; there is nothing she needs or wants. I am going to get my dad the movie [u]Parent Trap[/u], the original. Then it's just a few other friends. I have ideas for parts of everyone's gifts. *sigh* I need to get cracking! |
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| Travel...fun fun |
| 12.04.03 (11:15 am) [edit] |
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So next month, I'll be in Hong Kong and Australia with my mom. Now when you go to Australia, you need a visa, even if you're just passing through. So...when the travel agent (some useless hussy that my dad found, according to my mom) booked our flights, she didn't give us any of this visa prep/info. After searching on the Internet for this info and having friends help out, I've decided it's all one big headache for me to take care of, but I gotta do it. The consulate's hours are the same as my work's - lovely. And my mom is nagging for me to do this for us every day. But at the same time she's asking everyone and their dog to help her, too. And then I'm the bad guy for not trusting "www.fastozvisa.com". And although she has the capability to help us get sorted out, she won't...because she has a fear of leaving the city. I exaggerate a little but I'm not far off. So now I will have to take time out of my work day at least once to get our stinkin' visas. I can't wait for all this stuff to be out of the way!! Then all I have to think about is what gifts to bring for relatives!! |
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| Before and after |
| 12.03.03 (11:57 pm) [edit] |
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On the weekend, I got my hair trimmed. I asked for two inches to be cut off; I'm not sure I got that. And my hairdresser cut a little too much off around my face. But I'm glad she's back from mat leave! The red shirt is the before pic. The blue is the after. She used hair straightening spray and a straightening iron on me. I like big hair instead of the typical limp, flat Asian hair, but I still bought the products she used on me. And then I used them tonight. My hair's pretty frizzy after I get it cut from her, for some reason!! I want to add some colour back in there soon. [image]rosietulips_705332 286.jpg[/image] [image]rosietulips_496138 040.jpg[/image] |
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| What's goin' on. |
| 12.03.03 (10:42 pm) [edit] |
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Okay, last month I felt totally energy-less (as expected). Now I don't feel so tired, but I feel like my eyes are wide as saucers. I kind of liked feeling tired because I couldn't help but want to go to bed. I haven't felt like writing in my journal either, but I think I should. Lots of thoughts are swimming around in my head, yet I'm not expressing myself. I've also lost my desire to use my tarot cards. I just don't feel the energy when I take them out of their box. I'll take it as a sign to take a break. One thing that's troubled me, especially lately is that taken men's girlfriends feel threatened by me, and they have no reason to. I have no romantic interest in their guys because really, once I find out a guy is taken, the interest level just plummets and never comes back. A couple of my guy friends would never tell their significant others that they're hanging out with me even though I am *completely* open to all of us getting together. "Oh no, S****n wouldn't want to." Others just cut all contact with me with no warning until I find out the scoop from others. *shrugs* The latest was earlier this week when my co-worker and I went to Starbucks. He was like, "S****a hates you. She feels threatened by you." And mind you, I've never even met her. All she has to go on is what my co-worker says. I just mind my own business!! |
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| Love Actually |
| 12.02.03 (11:30 pm) [edit] |
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was a great movie...lots of "awwwww" moments. It didn't seem like 135 minutes at all!! And Hugh Grant is a cutie. And I got my Victoria's Secret stuff in the mail today :D That was so quick! And to thank me, they've enclosed another catalogue :shock: After I take a shower, I will make sure everything fits right! Some time this month before Christmas, P and I are going to do some baking!! Gotta look up some recipes so we can make some delicious goodies!! And I was thinking...I may not be the most feminine person out there, but I am still girly!! I don't appreciate being treated like a guy. |
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| Borrowed from Trina! |
| 12.02.03 (4:03 pm) [edit] |
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THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME: [x] heights [x] depths [x] commitment THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH: [x] I think everyone can make me laugh [x] including myself [x] THREE THINGS I LOVE: [x] toys [x] being appreciated [x] tidy living space THREE THINGS I HATE: [x] being too cold [x] being too hot [x] talking to pompous people THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND: [x] C++ [x] men [x] ? THREE THINGS ON MY DESK: [x] paper [x] peanut butter [x] strawberry jam THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW: [x] sitting [x] slouching [x] chatting THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE: [x] pottery [x] travel [x] ride a motorcycle THREE THINGS I CAN DO: [x] play the clarinet [x] touch type [x] set a VCR THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO: [x] hiss? [x] sew [x] program THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY: [x] water [x] skim milk [x] ------------RIGHT NOW------------ * Wearing: beige pants, blue shirt with grey/white stripe, white socks, purple thong, blue bra, blue skater shoes * I'm feeling: restless * Eating: nothing * Drinking: water * Thinking about: men * Listening to: the ventilation system * Talking to: Aaron ------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------ * Cried: no * Worn a skirt: no * Met someone new: no * Cleaned your room: yes * Done laundry: yes * Driven a car: yes ------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN------------ * Yourself: yes * Your friends: yes * Santa Claus: no * Tooth Fairy: no * Angels: yes * Ghosts: yes * UFO's: yes ------------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------ * Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: no * Like anyone?: hmm...no * Who have you known the longest of your friends: Paula * When you cried the most: When my second boyfriend and I broke up * What is the best feeling in the world: being in love * Worst Feeling: being lied to * Who sent this to you: Nobody...grabbed this off Trina's blog! *this or that* [boxers or briefs?] briefs or boxer briefs [plaid or striped?] striped [scream or scream2 or scream3?] all [ska or punk?] neither. Ew! [salt or pepper?] pepper [okay, ok, or o.k.?] okay [bright colors or dark colors?] bright [tic-tacs or certs?] Certs [sunshine or rain?] sunshine [rain or snow?] rain [sun or moon?] sun [silver or gold?] gold [silk, cotton, or flannel sheets?] flannel [preps or freaks?] freaks [popcorn-with or w/out butter?] without, usually [ketchup, mayo, mustard, or relish?] ketchup, relish [shampoo+conditioner in one or separate?] separate *if you were _______, what would you be?* [an animal] cat [a fruit] durian (minus the smell) [a color] yellow [a bug] scorpion *short answer* [are you smart?] yes [do you like onions?] yes [what instruments can you play?] recorder, piano, clarinet, tenor sax [what words do you overuse?] Lately, it's been "dude" [do you like to fingerpaint?] no? [do you sleep with socks on?] no [are you ticklish?] yes. Very. [are you shy?] yes [do you talk to yourself?] yes [is your house 1, 2, or 3 stories] 2 [do you have a basement or an attic?] attic [did you go to preschool?] yes [are you a morning person?] no |
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| Borrowed from Sillygrrl3! |
| 12.02.03 (3:35 pm) [edit] |
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1. First Name: Amanda 2. Middle Name: Chui-San 3. Do you like your name?: I am used to it now. 4. Nicknames: Don't have any 5. Age: 26.94 earth years 6. Birthday: Dec. 21, 1976 7. Where do you live?: BC 8. Do you like it where you live?: Yes! 9. Where were you born?: BC 10. Height: 5'2.5" 11. Do you wish you were a different height?: A couple more inches would be nice. Favorites 12. Food: Dessert! 13. Number: none 14. Date: none 15. Day of the Week: Sunday 16. Day of the Year: none 17. Candy: chocolate 18. Ice Cream: vanilla/chocolate chip cookie dough/cherry garcia 19. Place to shop: Too many places. 20. Place to shop for clothes: Guess is one of 'em 21. Song: none 22. Movie: Double Happiness 23. Band/Group: Weezer 24. Sport: Weights, ice hockey, billiards 25. Subject in School: sociology, band 26. Holiday: none 27. Color: depends. I'm not a colour hater! 28. Color of clothes to wear: orange, black, red 29. Type of clothes to wear: casual, attention-getting in a subtle way 30. Shoes: skater shoes 31. Fruit: lychee 32. Veggie: bok choy, broccoli 33. Animal: none 34. Magazine: Marie Claire 35. Game: Hmm. Scrabble? |
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| Ew, what happened? |
| 12.02.03 (11:29 am) [edit] |
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I thought I would add some colour by adding a banner. I don't like it. And I haven't found out how to put some text there. Is that even possible? And I also found the Calendar setting, finally, but now my flooble box is pushed all the way down!! Not that anyone used it. I like my Web pages simple. I am taking a turn for the worse!! |
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| Men - bah |
| 12.01.03 (11:21 pm) [edit] |
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If you're a guy (or a gal, for that matter) reading this and don't want to hear man bashing...come back another time :wink: Ah, forget it. I'll just phone up someone and vent. J sucks. Guys from clubs suck. Taken guys suck. One minute you're hot, and the next minute you're not. :shock: *L* |
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