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| What a day |
| 04.14.04 (10:23 pm) [edit] |
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I just got back from dance class tonight. The spin we did around the pole today was much easier. I think I want to find a pole this weekend to practise. I was thinking somewhere with basketball hoops...or a playground that had a pole. I've noticed playgrounds these days are not like the ones I played on as a kid. Ours were made of metal and wood. It would have a slide some monkey bars and some more climbing things...oh and the tire swing (that'd make me sick if I spun on it). I had a cry after work today...not work-related, of course. But I waited 'til I got to the car since I was feeling a little upset. But man, that cry wore me out. It felt great!! I am not so upset anymore. J and I were chit chatting today...anyway, I said something to inadvertently offend him. Then it turned to me being difficult to talk to and that why he couldn't he ever have a normal conversation with me. I thought our conversations were normal, and I guess I can be difficult sometimes. :wink: I'm not sure why I got so mad this time. I already knew he thought I was difficult. I told him he was too sensitive and that he should stop talking to me if I was so difficult. Then I told him f*ck off, and I went home. The only time I swear at people is when I'm really, really mad...that's pretty rare. I don't like cussing in front of people. I was mad because I didn't think he had the right to say such things to me anymore. Earlier, I was trying to figure out if he was looking to date me again. He's been hinting to get together, has outright asked to get together, jokingly said he missed me, and has flirted. To me, that's just out of character behaviour. But he did mention he figured he should be nicer to people he cared about. I told him I thought his behaviour change was attributed to his lighter work load. *shrugs* It'll probably be a while if I talk to him again. I am expecting an apology. I felt hurt that his words told me that I was below him. When I was crazy about him, even then I wasn't always myself with him. I don't want to be a certain way for someone. I can't date him again. I think you need a sense of humour to handle me :twisted: |
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