I had typed all this out when tblog had a hiccup last night...good thing I was still able to copy for future pasting! (like right now) This is what I had typed around 12:30 am last night.
I have come to trust blankTim Stephens, the astrologist. He's spot on many times! For this week, part of my horoscope said, "Some Sages will break up with someone, or receive a first strong hint - e.g., a door slammed for no obvious reason."
And well, tonight Darren and I had a talk. I had a feeling interest was slipping (it sure was on my part), and that he was dating others. My hunch was correct. Anyway, I asked him if he had had a date on Friday [that was when he postponed our date to which he also invited me to spend the night to a crappy Monday night date], and he said yes. So that's when we started talking about us. We feel the same way, i.e., we're both attractive people with good personalities, but there's just this awkwardness.
I know I wasn't direct, but I hope he got the gist that any more dating was not in my interest. What would be the point if there's this awkwardness? It's strange that us typing to each other in IM is fine. Anyway, he will be another guy that slips into the abyss of Rosie's past.
But there is still that little part of me..."what?! He's not crazy about me? I want him!" :lol: Anyway, I can now fully concentrate on Wayne. :D