I cringe every time my father calls me. Well, I already cringed that my work phone rang. I figured it was going to be my mom with some meal or food related conversation. But it was my dad asking "when am I going to get my computer? If you don't give to me, I am going to buy one next month." :x
FFS, I already told him I bought one for him. Excuse me if I'm not in a rush to go upgrading it. I'll try to get on it by July. :roll: All it needs is RAM, a burner, and an OS. If I get a DVD burner (whatever for...other than they are not that much more expensive than one for CDs), I'll swap over my current burner.
I was hoping he'd give me some details for Friday night. I'm not really looking forward to eating a huge meal even though it will be great food. I'm going to have to go running the next morning.
So last week for me was busy, and there was not much J Man time during the week. Somewhere mid-week, I found out I was going to be in his hood for a little and asked if he wanted to meet up. He seemed a little miffed that was an hour of time (max), and then he also asked me if things were cool with us given that it would have been our longest time apart and I only wanted to see him for an hour? (It wasn't really a want; it was just how much time I had between where I had to be.)
So this week, I have a lot more free time, and he picks a day to get together where I have pole class. And he talks of needing more "me" time. Then he suggested I go to his place Friday night but when I brought it up again, he was like, "I can't. I might have a schmooze thing for work." :roll: He seemed a little indecisive about plans for the week or kind of absent-minded.
Is it me or am I feeling some sort of shift?
I'd like to spend time on the weekends with him so we (or I!!??) don't have to worry about being up and off in the mornings or I'm not rushing off to see him after doing something else. I just like being with him, but I'd like to do more than just hang out in bed (not that I don't enjoy that a lot). I need other stimulation.
One thing that I often worry about is if a guy is only wanting to be with me so he can get into my pants. That's why I had a couple of warning bells go off while he was asking me out for our first date. He said, "so are you coming over tonight?" :roll:
I am sooo hungry. Only 45 minutes 'til pizza, which isn't part of my new meal plan either. I'll just start on some grapes.