For the past couple of days, waves of nausea have been washing over me. I don't know if it's from that Omega 3 6 9 oil I'm consuming or if it's because I am still fighting a cold, thus making me a little sensitive to dairy.
I've been trying out this flax seed oil blend by adding it to my protein shake. It didn't taste that bad this morning but I had premade it the evening before. Apparently my mom had suggested I consume something like this a year ago, but nooooo I didn't listen to her then.
I got into the office quite late today...even later than boot camp days... :? It was worth it, but the guilt is setting in!!
In a few weeks it will be the 5th year anniversary of my job. I will celebrate by looking for a new job. My gut feeling when I first got the job was apprehension. I didn't think working for a banking software company would be very exciting, and I was right. But at the time, my boss' enthusiasm and the company's plans were enough to make me push that apprehension away. There were big plans!!
But now, time has passed, and the only knowledge I've gained is knowledge about a bit of banking and our software. The skills I had before I started and the skills I acquired during my time here (outside of work) have gone to waste. I kind of feel like I've shot myself in the foot. It'd help if the company would've liked to try new technologies (especially documentation-wise). Our old docs architect was so adamant about keeping things the same that he created an application to emulate RoboHELP. Thank goodness we didn't have to use it.
Anyway...time to do some work. Right now it's all about volume, volume, volume, and no room to grow. I guess if the time comes to discuss our goals and stuff, I'll have plenty to say!!
posted by: jennjr (reply)
post date: 06.23.05 (9:36 am)
Good luck in your new job hunt!
It's tough. But you deserve to find work that challenges you, and that you enjoy! :)