So with tblog on the fritz a lot lately and with me being swamped with work, I've not been posting as much nor reading others' blogs. I can't wait 'til things die down. I guess in 3 weeks, things will be over.
Chris is town for two days. I wish I had known about it sooner.
The P Man messaged me twice today. What is his problem? The next time he asks me if I want to bone, I'm going to let him have it.
I had an upsetting converstion with the J Man today. Once again, it started off with this freaking blog. I knew I would say things that he wouldn't take too kindly to, but I had no tactful way. There are just something we'll have to agree to disagree on, but as to how to deal with something, I'm not sure how to wrestle with that.
What I hate most about arguing with a guy is that sometimes they pick on a point that wasn't really related to the original conversation. And then they can't get past it.
The conversation was so frustrating to me that I just wanted to curse at him and say hurtful things. Nothing a couple of clenched fists and teeth clenching couldn't take care of though. I know when I want to let something all out, I will be very blunt. I give kudos to myself for holding back (for the most part).
I apologised to the J Man about how the conversation turned out, and then he signed off right after. I was thinking, "gee, thanks. Not a bye or anything." But luckily, he signed back on to say bye. I don't like leaving arguments unresolved or at least not doing something to smooth things over. The piece of advice that I gave to my best friend for one of her wedding showers was "never go to bed angry." I felt dumb for offering advice to a newlywed since I've never been one.
I might as well blog about it. I wasn't going to, but tBlog didn't post properly, so I"m still in this window. [I've done no work for the last couple of hours. :x] I'm a lot more calm now, but I was really upset and things probably just spiraled out of hand.
Actually, no...I don't want to. The emotional turmoil has passed. :?
And this isn't even what I wanted to blog about today :x