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| Just like any regular morning |
| 07.08.05 (11:38 am) [edit] |
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But much later... I got into work around 12:45 today... :oops: I have a feeling I won't be that productive today; it's like I feel I can slack off a bit since I've already put in more than a full week's hours this week. And I have one more day to finish. But work needs to be done...after I finish posting this. I had loukoumades last night. I think I had been waiting almost 2 years to have them again!! Soooo delicious... There are a couple of birthdays coming up this month. I am at a loss of ideas for one of the people. For the other, I have a couple of ideas. You know what's difficult? Communicating effectively. Bleh. Sometimes I think I am subconsciously extra hard on some people, and I think it stems from my experiences from my dad. Some of my behaviour has branched off onto certain kinds of people in my life, and I don't like it. I don't even notice me doing it though. Was that last paragraph cryptic or what... For the most part, I think the J Man and I get pretty well. Or at least so I thought. Apparently he pisses me off a lot, but I don't notice. And I am complicated. That I definitely disagree with. But these are not the points...I'd rather work on those issues, but I don't even know where to start. I don't see a problem with me being upset (even though I don't even recall it happening a lot) because I always tell him why. Then I move on and forget about it. I thought it was a quick process. But apparently it happens too often. :?: :( I also figure over the time, the frequency will drop. Actually, my bigger issue is that based on what he says, I feel like I make him feel like poo a lot, and I really don't want that. I think I've probably taken my fear of getting someone's head too big to a new level [it's probably bad to come to me for reinforcement if you're fishing for compliments or if you're cocky]. And another thing is that I need to balance my efforts of expressing what I don't like with more of what I do. I thought I would've learned something by now after causing the D Man so much grief back in the day. Think sobbing thrown in with some "I never do anything right" thrown in. And my mom commenting, loosely translated, "stop criticising him so much." :oops: I do like the J Man a lot and we have a lot of good times. I just don't post about them as much because I don't want to appear all sappy and stuff. And the stuff that I've been posting that's not as pleasant just comes because it's stuff II want to resolve. |
posted by: jennjr (reply)
post date: 07.08.05 (1:31 pm)
oh, go ahead and be sappy. We won't mind a bit. :)
posted by: Sillygrrl3 (reply)
post date: 07.09.05 (9:20 am)
YOu are the best!!! I love reading your thoughts!!! I just figured out that my NON-Mr. Man is a "words of encouragement" in the relm of love languages. Mebbee J Man is as well... might be worth a try. Send him a list of things you like about him. Encourage him in something that is going on in his life. Thank him for something he did or said. I am not a Words of Encouragement, so it is foreign to me and pointless for Mr. Man to try because I get to wondering what he wants and why he is trying to manipulate me *Grin* Sick I know... I am a Quality Time/Physical Touch. I need time together and if we are fighting it won't be resolved as quickly if we aren't touching... anyway - more info than I am sure you wanted.... Just a thought! kara
posted by: rosietulips (reply)
post date: 07.09.05 (11:50 am)
Reply to: jennjr
Being sappy makes me feel weird :-/ and embarrassed!!
posted by: rosietulips (reply)
post date: 07.09.05 (11:53 am)
Reply to: Sillygrrl3
Thanks for your suggestions...much appreciated!! I still like to be touching to a point if we're fighting...so I can let the person know that I'm separating the issue from the person. But Word of Encouragement are so foreign to me, too! I didn't grow up hearing them.
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