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| 08.29.05 (10:21 am) [edit] |
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This had better be my last post about Movieguy because after today, there really will be nothing left to be said. I like straightforward, and I got what I needed. Deep down inside, I knew reconciliation was out of the question, but I was hopeful, anyway. (Even though I know better. I know we were not a perfect match. I know there are things that will just never mesh. And I could sense that reconciliation was not really an option to him.) This morning, he MSNed me, said it was good to see me last night. I told him it was good and bad, and that it was bad in the way that I wish we were still together. (However, seeing him last night was a lot easier than last week.) I told him I needed him to tell me that we'd never get back together. He gave me an explanation but did not say the exact words that I needed to hear. He was more like, "the good times were great and made me forget the bad times. We tried to work through the bad times, but you need ___. And I need ____. If things don't change, I can't see us getting back together." That to me, still gave me hope. He then had to leave so while he was gone, I told him that for me, I couldn't take the mixed messages (When I saw him last night, he was being very affectionate and talked about missing me in his arms, etc. And he wanted me to call him again.). It had to be all or nothing, which is why I needed him to tell me there was no second chance. So, he gave me a "okay, bye." And then he told me was removing me from his MSN list. And then he blocked me, too, not giving me a chance to respond. I have to admit, sometimes I like to get in the last word :wink: My heart felt really heavy after it happened. It stung, and it hurt. But it was exactly what I needed. I asked for it, and I got my closure. I hope he feels crappy about his coldness. |
posted by: jerneedog (reply)
post date: 08.30.05 (4:32 am)
All or nothing...that's right. Hope it works out for you!
posted by: rosietulips (reply)
post date: 08.30.05 (6:31 am)
Reply to: jerneedog
Thanks :) I'm sure things will be fine for me. Everything happens for a reason, right? ;-)
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