All day long, I've been saying "I want you" to someone. I guess I was testing the waters although my gut tells me he'd get confused and then annoyed. Anyway, he eventually told me to stop it because he felt it wasn't true.
He's probably right.
I really ought to stop flirting with him. He is seeing someone, and I have no interest in him that way anymore (even though I get twinges of jealousy when he brings up her name). I guess it's just a game to me. How horrible is that.
I was tempted to keep the thing going, but I've stopped myself. When I asked him how he knew it wasn't true, he did not answer the question. He just wanted some reinforcement that I'd stop telling him I wanted him.
I feel kind of dumb now. :roll:
He shows no signs of interest even though he he doesn't sound very positive about the girl he's seeing. I didn't quite understand when he said he wasn't not single. Anyway, who knows if he's sounding that way so he doesn't seem ecstatic.
I know I've downplayed relationships to people.
But I just ate my mushrooms, and my mouth is on fire. I seem to like adding a lot of pepper. I like to sautee mushrooms with some thyme, garlilc salt, onion, and a bit of butter. This time I threw on some dried parsley too. Nice and spicy!!
Tonight I'm off to my mom's for dinner. We're having baked chicken wings, bok choy stir fry, and some omelette type things.
I've definitely been on a chicken kick lately. I don't know what else I'd want to eat. Maybe I will finally pick up those steaks from Costco on Sunday. But I'm also hooked on my baked chicken thighs right now. The marindae is so simple!! I use a bit of dark soya sauce for colour, light soya sauce (this time it's marinating soya suace, but regular has worked well, too), and a bit of sugar. I think I will baste with a bit of honey when they're almost done next time.