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| ++What upset me most |
| 12.13.05 (12:53 pm) [edit] |
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The plan was to be with me but tell her later that he was into someone else. That was dishonest in the first place. But to lead her on was the worst part. To me, it seems like he was keeping his options open. I don't doubt he meant the words he said to me. But I cannot respect his actions. Therefore, I cannot respect him. No trust left. Poola asked me what I'd do if he came back groveling. I can't see him doing that. In fact, I think his actions from our last phone call already tells me he knows he f*cked up and was horribly busted. His actions also tell me he wasn't all that serious about me. And if he was serious, broken trust is no way to start or have any kind of relationship. I know it's not me. But it all goes back to WHY ME. My eternal optimism will always tell me there are great guys out there, but my own experiences tell me I will not ever be with them. And I will tear out the eyeballs of people who say to me, "I'm surprised you're single" ever again! No more Internet guys, again! Ever! I guess about a month ago, I wondered how I'd feel if things didn't work out with Dr. T, considering I thought I had met someone extremely compatible with me. Well, he was, I guess. Lots of stuff he said that sounded good to me were not echoes of things I had already said. Here's hoping I meet someone like him again but who is a lot more honest. In the meantime, I'll go back to recovery mode...a month or two will do it. Am I ever grateful for my friends. |
posted by: rinna (reply)
post date: 12.13.05 (2:03 pm)
Feel better soon, Rosie. Some people are so selfish that they don't care who they hurt along the way.
posted by: rosietulips (reply)
post date: 12.13.05 (2:15 pm)
Reply to: rinna
Thanks :) Some people just lick balls.
posted by: kreativekat (reply)
post date: 12.13.05 (3:05 pm)
yes thank goodness for good friends. I know I'm in recovery mode myself. I don't blame you. yes say no to internet guys. I will blow up at the next person that asks me why I don't have a boyfriend too. what kind of answer are they looking for when they ask that?
posted by: dyeblue (reply)
post date: 12.13.05 (3:11 pm)
this guy broke me once, and i really do feel for u
posted by: rosietulips (reply)
post date: 12.13.05 (7:18 pm)
Reply to: kreativekat
I hope our recoveries go speedily and well :) especially speedily...*L*
posted by: rosietulips (reply)
post date: 12.13.05 (7:18 pm)
Reply to: dyeblue
Thanks (and thanks for dropping by my blog!)...I still feel sick to my stomach.
posted by: kreativekat (reply)
post date: 12.14.05 (4:44 am)
Reply to: rosietulips
me too. a friend of mine might do the speed dating thing with me in the new year. I don't think I'm ready just yet for that.
posted by: rosietulips (reply)
post date: 12.14.05 (6:32 am)
Reply to: kreativekat
I've tried speed dating a couple of times...it's an interesting thing to try once, but don't get your hopes up too high on that either. *L*
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