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12.15.05 (8:46 pm)   [edit]
I was in a pretty good mood today, but now I am bummed again. It was all fine and dandy. My girl friends (core *and* expansion pack) went out for dinner tonight. We did this instead of exchanging gifts.

I didn't even have dessert :shock:

Special K turned to me and said, "oh, I have some dirt for you!" She informed me that her friend that was also being courted by Dr. T wrote him an e-mail. I really didn't need to know that. At one point, I *was* tempted to contact him again to give him a piece of my mind. With our last phone conversation, I kept the ball in his court. I've not heard a peep from him so that says a lot, and I'm trying my darndest to move on. I have nothing more to say to him since he was completely in the wrong.

But I think I would be really upset if I later find out that Dr. T and this girl end up together. In due time when I am over everything, then fine...I'd be fine if they were together, but my hurt is still pretty raw, and having Special K give me update on what's going on in his world is just like pouring salt on the wound.

In a sense, it's a little easier that we never met, but at the same time, when you think you've met someone pretty special and to have it all blow up in your face still hurts. It's rare for me to have such positive feelings for one person. All I can tell myself that if I've met someone like him before, it will happen again.

*sigh*

Man, I hope I get my appetite back soon.
 


posted by: wiccachicky (reply)
post date: 12.16.05 (6:34 am)

Oh! That always sucks when an ex gets with someone and you're not quite over them and haven't moved on yourself. It puts you in a weird position. Good luck with it!



posted by: rosietulips (reply)
post date: 12.16.05 (7:11 am)

Reply to: wiccachicky
Thanks...I wouldn't even call that guy an ex though...but he was still dishonest and leading me and at least one other girl on at the same time. But this girl seems willing to look past that. So *shrugs* I just want to forget about it all!

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