I've been feeling so down lately for no obvious reason, but I got some good news today.

Hello, VEGAS! My boss gave me some good news about the $$$ :) This means I won't be getting reimbursed for my upcoming courses, but that is okay. I might drop them. Otherwise, I'll put them towards my taxes. After all, I've already paid for them. But I need to pay off my debt.

And it feels weird to say this, but *my* new employee is starting next week. I'm not sure where to start. I am nervous about managing somebody. A variety of sources have predicted I would be good at it. I think this also means I need to be more aware of what's going on around here.

It should be a nice, relaxing weekending coming up :) Dinner tonight and i'm going to see Matador. Rumour has it that Pierce Brosnan is in a speedo in it?? I sure hope so. I love men in speedos!!!! That and a nice shirt and tie. Tomorrow I'm going to the art gallery. I haven't been there for like 6 years, I think? I went there with the D Man on one of our earlier dates. And I am going to work out. I want my running body back!!

Yesterday, Cockney Boy flipped out to me about Internet dating...I guess he is just as jaded and bitter about it as I am? BWAHAHA Anyway, he was being a jerk. But it's time to cut out the fat right now. No more of this crap. I want the old me back.

I also got an email from the tall J Man. Another person from my past...What is up with that? I don't know if I will write back to him. I should out of courtesy, but he is another person I do not wish to deal with right now -- or maybe ever again? That thing I had said about guys and girls not being able to be friends still applies. In his email, he said he was happy and that there was nothing to complain about, but whenever he paid any attention to me was when he was single. So...