Over the last couple of weekends, I'd go to the gym and do my weights. But then I'd also overdo one body part without realising it. I went for a workout yesterday, and so far, I am still okay. I am a little sore, but I can still move!

You know what doesn't work with me? When people ask me for an opinion on them while expecting to hear a certain answer. For some reason, I've never been interested in older men. Even five years would be too much for me right now. So yesterday, this man/guy asks me if I think he looks his age (36), I told him yes. He was like "ouch." But yeah, he looked older than 36 to me, and he looked like Oliver Platt.

I'm generally not interested in Asian men, either. But yesterday someone I had blocked a long time ago chatted me up. I couldn't find the chat history on him so it must have been a *really* long time. He turned on his camera, and he didn't look familiar to me. Usually if I block someone I don't really know is because they're too horny for me. After our conversation, I re-blocked him.

And what is it with guys? This guy I'd been talking to...he had been interested in this girl, and then he found out she didn't feel the same, so he was quite bummed about it. What does he do? He decides it's a good idea to persuade me to go to his place after he gets off work. I should be insulted, right...I'm not good enough to hang out with, but since the object of his desires is unattainable, he'll just try to have sex with me.

No wonder why I am so despondent about men from the Internet. I have better things to do with my time.

I was thinking about the last time I was really happy, and that was when I was working out a lot and training for my 10Km run. I want to get back to that place. This is week 2 of my getting back into running. 

I was telling Poola how "I am emotionally guarded...it's only been lately that I let myself get hurt" and she said you shouldn't only get hurt if it can't be helped. I think I take things to the extreme. Sometimes I wish I could feel a little.