My body is all out of whack. I think it started when I didn't eat well on Friday (I think I hardly ate!) And now I don't know what's going on. My stomach is rumbling but I'm not sure if it wants food or want to expel it. My body is cold because I haven't eaten enough. I can't wait 'til this is over. I'm trying to eat more but eat easily-digestable foods. How am I supposed to run tomorrow?? And my back is killing me. My back hasn't felt this way since I took fat burner. And that only lasted 2 weeks. It's just this dull ache. I wonder if stretching would help.

I went to my aunt's baptism today. Everything was in Chinese. I was given a Bible, which was all in Chinese. And everyone sang songs in Chinese. I can't read Chinese! I had no idea what they were singing, and I could only understand bits and pieces of the services. I was thrilled when it was finally over. Everyone new to the church got introduced, including me. BWAHAHAHA

My dad didn't go; he said he was going down to Washington for the day *eyes roll* None of his sisters believed it. I think they have given up on him, and if he wants to alienate himself from his family, then that's his choice. They're tired of trying to reach out to him. Apparently he wrote them all a letter. My aunt said he was saying he didn't do anything wrong when my grandmother was alive?! I am not sure. My aunt was like WTF was up with the letter? Whatever.

Father's Day is in June. I've dreaded Father's Day for ages now. I still do something to recognise the day. One year, I didn't get my dad anything, and he was pissed. Maybe I will just mail him a card. I don't want to talk to him or see him.

I went out with UnPorsche Guy last night, and I had a really good time. I was embarrassed that I couldn't eat though. :-/ After dinner we went to this quiet little lounge, and just talked for hours. I feel so comfortable around him. Right now, I can see myself with him. But who knows what he thinks. No smooching, yet. He is kind of dorky looking, but I don't care. *L* I have no idea what he thinks of me.

Edit: And Cute Butt Boy just called to see if I wanted to go see Walk the Line. In the whole time we've known each other, we've never gone out to do anything (besides his birthday thing). Talk about milestone. And I turned him down.

I sure hope I feel back to normal by tomorrow. I hate being in starvation mode.