I don't know what happened, but Hairy Butt Boy is back with a vengeance. Sometimes, persistence works on a woman, but in this case, it won't.

He already told me he didn't think he was my type, so why is he still trying?! We have this mutual aquaintance, and I suggested he ask her out, but he was like, "no, she's my friend, and we don't have chemistry." Hmm. I don't know where he thought he and *I* had chemistry!

I realised my week of what was supposed to be solitude hasn't really worked that way. My week of solitude is supposed to consist of me doing nothing but working out and going to work and having no face-to-face interaction with people socially. Something's been going on every day after work this week. *sigh*

I fakely apologised to Big C yesterday for not calling him this past weekend. We had tentative plans to get together, but I didn't want to see him. In fact, I don't want to see him ever again. How do you tell someone that? 

I just want to see UnPorsche, but it looks like he might be working for a bit longer. It was so good to videoconference with him on the weekend. I am scared to see him again though.

Not much new going on; I've been just watching a lot of Sex and the City. 

a says I've been rather listless lately. Maybe I have. I don't know what's going on. Or maybe it's back to feeling like I have no control over any aspect of my life right now.