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A new week!
09.18.06 (11:52 am)   [edit]

Or not?

I told myself I'd be back to getting an adequate amount of sleep starting this week. I got 4 hours last night.  I think I need to get my appetite back in order. I am too hungry to eat, but I am constantly hungry! Ugh.

The weekend was good. I did get an opportunity to catch up on sleep. The drive there could have been better. I was way too tired! It was about a 4 hour drive. And I even ate some Wendy's and drank diet Coke. When I go to visit my best friend, I like to eat something really greasy to start my journey so I don't feel hungry mid-trip. I don't go pee either. I just don't want to stop! The Coke was necessary to perk me up.

We didn't do much while I was there. She is looking mighty pregnant! She's one of those who's not looking pregnant from behind. Four more weeks to go. What an exciting time. We saw The Black Dahlia, and that was not a very good movie, despite the lovely cast. I even dozed off. She didn't wake me up because she figured I wasn't missing much. D'oh.

Instead of buying groceries when I got home (I was too hungry, and there was nothing to eat at home), I ended up calling Nicknameless. I am going to see him tonight! I declined seeing him last night. With all this talking we do on the phone and online, we might as well be seeing each other. But it's usually late. I don't see us sustaining 3-4 hour long conversations forever though. BWAHAHA

I really dig him.  Right now, other guys are just not on my radar.

What I fear most is finding out I'm being played. I've had such horrible man-luck the last couple of years.

There have been some locals reading my blog. I hope they're not people I need to worry about. 

And I'd like to know why The Eater is still paying attention to me. He invited me to one of his friend's birthday things to which I did not reply to. And then the day after, he text messaged to tell me about it. I wish I cared, but I don't.

The guy I went out with a couple of weekends ago -- he didn't have a nickname, but I'll just call him The Forum Guy. He wants to get together again, but right now, I just want to focus on Nicknameless. I don't think it will be very difficult saying no. He's a cool guy, it won't be such a big deal to him since it's not like he's crazy about me *L*

I saw a tarot card reader before I left for the weekend, and now I wish I hadn't. She was bang on about my work stuff, which she usually hasn't been. I've been going to this woman for about 7 years. She said some things about my love life which I am not sure I was ready to hear. Even though I take a lot of the things she says with a grain of salt, the things she says stays in the back of my head.

 


posted by: FitGirl (reply)
post date: 09.18.06 (1:04 pm)

the suspence is KILLING me! What did the tarot reader say about your love life?????
I'm going to a clarvoyant in a month... I wonder what she'll have to say about mine!!!



posted by: rosietulips (reply)
post date: 09.18.06 (1:10 pm)

Reply to: FitGirl
She said she saw me alone and that I didn't want a relationship and that I wouldn't have kids! But then she changed her tune as we talked some more. Then she said I would dump Nicknameless if I didn't set some boundaries. Needless to say this was all hard to hear since I really like this guy! But the thing with tarot cards, it's just her interpretation of what the cards say for the present. Nothing is set in stone!

Have you been to your clairvoyant before??




posted by: rosietulips (reply)
post date: 09.18.06 (1:32 pm)

Reply to: breakouttheglass
Are tarot cards really pulled out randomly? Hmmm? Why do we choose the cards we pick?? I always go with my gut. Some cards just seem to want to be touched by me!

Oh come on...be a good boyfriend. You can see boobs in the movie. And ass.



posted by: FitGirl (reply)
post date: 09.18.06 (2:33 pm)

No, I've never seen this clarvoyant before... she's a very good friend of a friend of mine. I hope she doesn't give me any crappy news like that. I'd be devistated!

But we all have the power to create or change our destiny! I really believe that! If you truely like and want something to transpire with Nicknameless, then maybe you'll allow it to happen! Or make it happen! :)



posted by: irishred (reply)
post date: 09.18.06 (6:25 pm)

lol...nicknameless!! Rosie, you are a classic!!!



posted by: irishred (reply)
post date: 09.18.06 (6:26 pm)

Reply to:

I changed my destiny once. I was zipping up my jeans real fast and was about one millimeter from really hurting myself when I stopped suddenly and realized--why rush it? I saved myself a great deal of agony and possibly a trip to the hospital.



posted by: thecyberwriter (reply)
post date: 09.18.06 (6:48 pm)

Great blog, rosie!
I like tarot cards and even have my own deck I read for myself....You should take the clairvoyent's words with a grain of salt. She might be right on, but she might also be WAYYYY off. I would just suggest you go with the flow and do what's in your heart. If you like this guy and you two connect, then go with it and enjoy his company :-)



posted by: katz (reply)
post date: 09.18.06 (7:13 pm)

I totally know what you mean about other guys on the radar.. Justin wasn't on my radar we talked and that was pretty much it and then he kinda asked me to hang out with him and I said sure. I kinda ditched another guy to see him actually. and boy am i glad i did. He's now on my radar :D.. which means with my luck.. he won't talk to me again.

I saw a psychic once on my 28th birthday. She told me that the universe didn't want me to have a relationship.. and with all my bad luck lately that really is popping out again for me.



posted by: scubadiva (reply)
post date: 09.19.06 (6:35 am)

Hmmmm. Hmmmmmm. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
What makes you suspect you're being played? Any behavior of his or just your past suspicions in general?



posted by: rosietulips (reply)
post date: 09.19.06 (11:08 am)

Reply to: irishred
I am sooo glad I don't have any extra appendages that can get caught in zippers!!



posted by: themarina (reply)
post date: 09.19.06 (11:10 am)

The fact that other guys aren't on the radar just futher support the idea that this guy is good for you. How did it go?



posted by: rosietulips (reply)
post date: 09.19.06 (11:11 am)

Reply to: thecyberwriter
Thanks!! I think I will just go with what's in my gut. I used to try reading cards, but I haven't felt the pull towards my cards in a looong time. It's not easy doing readings!! Which deck do you use?



posted by: rosietulips (reply)
post date: 09.19.06 (11:13 am)

Reply to: katz
Now, now...I don't like the pessimism! Sometimes not going to a psychic is the best thing to do. When are you going to see Justin again?




posted by: rosietulips (reply)
post date: 09.19.06 (11:15 am)

Reply to: scubadiva
My gut doesn't tell me I am being played. I just have that fear anyway because of past experience. I'm trying not to paint all guys with the same brush!



posted by: scubadiva (reply)
post date: 09.19.06 (6:14 pm)

I know that feeling. You can't blame the ENTIRE male species for the sins of 99.95% of them. (Mwhahahaa)

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