I think this lack of sleep is making me cranky. The weekend was pretty good and all of a sudden, I'm just in a bad mood. I hope it's not because I am subconsciously trying to sabatoge my own happiness!! Or maybe this is a sign I need some time for myself. I can't tell what it is.

Lately, I've been wondering what's up with Cute Butt Boy since he's been doing performances, but oh well. Best to leave things be.  

My friends met Mr. Nick, and they all thought he was very nice. Apparently, we look like a couple that fits. I knew he would get along with my friends. He said my friends seem really grown up *L* Everyone owns their own home and are getting married. I hope it doesn't make me look like I am itching to get hitched right now. *L* 

Or maybe I am even feeling a little insecure right now.