I moved the lamp beside my monitor to on top of it. it's so much brighter around here. I didn't move it sooner because of the shadows. I hope it doesn't matter too much.

I didn't sleep very well last night even though Mr. Nick was over. I wonder if it was because it was so friggin cold and that I knew my alarm clock was going to go off soon. It's another snow day for me. I can't wait until all this ice and snow is gone.

It was hard for me to say bye this morning. Ugh.

As usual, I've been looking at my stats. For a while, no one was looking me up, but there have been a few locals that I don't recognise the IPs of. Who are you?

And I am too old to be caught in my divorced parents' relationship. Unfortunately, they can't have conversations with each other so they have them through me. My dad is constantly asking about my mom, and she hates it. She hates when he calls her to see how she is doing. My dad makes a horrible ex. Actually, he makes a horrible boyfriend and husband, too. But I still can't see things from my mom's point of view because we are so different when it comes to relationships.

She was like, "why is he trying to talk to me now? *sigh* Why couldn't he be nicer before? What does he want?" I guess she is still hurting from their relationship and breakup. And a part of her still wishes they were happily together.