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I don't want lemonade
03.26.07 (9:18 am)   [edit]

Life is giving me lemons, but only lately. I don't know what is going on, but I feel like I've been a little off or getting some bad luck. :-/

I don't even know why I've been so grumpy lately. Mr. Nick has either been like diarrhea (irritating the shit out of me) or hurting my feelings (I guess I've been feeling sensitive lately, but I *hate* when Mr. Nick tells me to not be so sensitive!! GRR!). And all of a sudden I'm jealous of one of his close (female, of course) friends. There is nothing going on, but I guess I am envious of their relationship. I even had a dream about this. UGH!

Is it my job? Do I need a vacation? Some time alone?? More socialising?? I have no idea what I need right now. I just want to be back to the me from months ago.

We slept in this morning because I set the alarm for 6 PM instead of AM. This is my life lately with these little annoyances. I didn't get my workout in either :(

And I was trying to review another sex toy, but it was the suckiest thing ever. I need to try it out some more.

On the weekend, Mr. Nick and I went to a housewarming for my friends' (The Pony) new home. When I got in the door, I saw one ex and one guy who gave me the brush off (actually he and I met the night The Pony met), and some "alcoholic asshole" (The Pony's description) started hitting on me. I wasn't sure if I needed to mention to Mr. Nick that one of my exes was at this party, so I told him after we got home. Sometimes I just can't keep things to myself.

The good thing about this weekend was my dance class. We learned a cute little chair routine, and I am really close to getting this one move. I stand with my back against the pole while holding it with my hands above my head. Then  I pull my legs up and over my head. Apparently, I'm really close! 

 

 


posted by: bawdy (reply)
post date: 03.26.07 (11:36 am)

Well, the image of that dance move made up for my disappointment from your last post. ;-) Sorry to hear you've been grumpy.



posted by: FinalyFree (reply)
post date: 03.26.07 (12:44 pm)

Ahhh to be 20-something and very nimble again, *sigh*
;) heh.



posted by: rosietulips (reply)
post date: 03.26.07 (1:12 pm)

Reply to: bawdy
You can try that dance move, too! It's supposed to be all about the abs!



posted by: rosietulips (reply)
post date: 03.26.07 (1:13 pm)

Reply to: FinalyFree
I've passed my 20s *L* but my instructor...I guess having a dance background helps. She's in her mid-30s...doesn't look at it at all, and she makes pole dancing look EASY!



posted by: katz (reply)
post date: 03.26.07 (6:02 pm)

how did mr. nick handle knowing after the party that one of your exes was there??




posted by: LadyG (reply)
post date: 03.26.07 (10:21 pm)

Rosie we have the good days and the bad days, hopefully tomorrow is the beginning of the good days again.



posted by: lovelikeliquid (reply)
post date: 03.27.07 (6:23 am)

things will turn around for you soon, its the natural ebb and flow..



posted by: doeeyed (reply)
post date: 03.27.07 (6:44 am)

Good Grief Woman, anyone who can "stand with their back against the pole while holding it with their hands above their head. Then pull their legs up and over their head" shouldn't worry about the alarm not going off when it should!!
*wink*
I'm sorry it seems like things aren't going your way but, as lll said, it's the natural ebb and flow of things.
Your good times are a comin'!



posted by: ggirl (reply)
post date: 03.27.07 (9:42 am)

Hang in there. It'll get better.



posted by: rosietulips (reply)
post date: 03.27.07 (11:52 am)

Reply to: katz
I told him after the party...I probably didn't have to say anything at all, but I couldn't help myself! All he said was, "oh, great." He didn't see me talking to any guys, so he probably thought nothing of it.




posted by: rosietulips (reply)
post date: 03.27.07 (11:53 am)

Reply to: LadyG
I can't wait for the good days to return! This is supposed to be a lucky year for me!



posted by: rosietulips (reply)
post date: 03.27.07 (11:55 am)

Reply to: lovelikeliquid

I sure hope so...I'd rather be riding on the crest of good luck instead of bad!



posted by: rosietulips (reply)
post date: 03.27.07 (11:56 am)

Reply to: doeeyed
I am waiting very impatiently for the next round of good luck!! *L*



posted by: rosietulips (reply)
post date: 03.27.07 (11:57 am)

Reply to: ggirl
Thanks :)

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