I know there was a bunch of stuff I wanted to get off my chest...But I don't really remember right now...

I started my new job earlier this week, and promptly remembered that I am not working for a software development company. I want to be creating product documentation, dangnabbit. That chance may come, but I think I get to choose my documentation path at some point. And it's dressy. My last place was too casual. And now this place is too formal. Maybe I wouldn't mind so much if I didn't have to walk far in high heels. BWAHAHHAA (My bus commute is an hour each way from home to work.)

I was out last night with Mr. Nick and some friends. We met up at a restaurant to have some dinner, and when I walked, I saw an ex right away. It was weird yet not. He already saw me, and was looking at me with such familiarity. I thought nothing of going over to him and giving him a hug. I think my relationship with him out of all my boyfriends has been most memorable.

I dumped the boyfriend before him for this one. This *was* high school. But we were together for 2 years, and we remained fairly close the year after we broke up. It was a really easy breakup. One day we were on the phone, and I blurted out that it just seemed like we were just friends. And that was pretty much it. But we hung out a lot after the breakup. 

Anyway, I have a lot of pleasant memories with this one, and I've seen him from time time. I have some photos of him that he should probably get back, but he said no to the baby photo. I figured his mom would want it. Oh well.

I introduced him to Mr. Nick, too. Later on when he asked me who the guy was, I only told him he was a guy I went to high school with. I wasn't sure if I should have mentioned the whole truth, but ultimately, I didn't see the point.

And I am still not sleeping well. I don't know what is truly on my mind. This has been going on for months. I haven't been sleeping well, my energy levels have been low, and I just don't feel content  with my life in general. What am I missing?