My bus driver was hot today...not really in looks but I always have a thing for men who can take control of a situation. All in all, I wouldn't want to mess with the driver I had today!

He went after people who didn't t pay proper fare. He gave a general warning during the ride that he could check fare if you hadn't paid full fare (when you cross the city line, you have to pay a 2-zone fare). And at the last stop before we crossed the line, he got out of his seat and went up to the guy sitting behind me.

The guy didn't seem to understand what was going on. There could have been a language barrier, but the bus driver says, "if you took off your headphones, you'd be able to hear me!" Anyway, the guy finally got the point that he needed to pay more fare, but he was still like, "no, no, no". I am not sure what was going on.

And then when we're merging onto the bridge, this minivan driver didn't seem to want to let the bus driver go, but I saw the minivan window go down, and the bus driver goes, "it's a merging lane, IDIOT!" And then there was an exchange of words, and the driver is like "you wanna go?? Do you wanna go?? Huh? Do you?" and "well, yeah? Come get a job! We're hiring!"

There are a couple of women on the bus that I always see: one is always looking really fashionable, but today, she was wearing this long pointy toque. It's still too warm to be wearing a toque, but her toque reminded me of a dunce cap. What was she thinking? And this other woman wears thick, yet natural looking makeup but her hair is really big and really frizzy...like she doesn't comb it or use any styling product. I can never take my eyes off her hair!

Last night, I think I watched about 4 hours of TV?? I have cut out Criminal Minds and Private Practice off my show to watch. For Wednesdays, it's America's Next Top Model, Back to You, Dirty Sexy Monday, and Bionic Woman (for now...the premier was kind of lame but the show has gotten good reviews).

I lashed out again last night even though I tried to keep it to myself. Mr. Nick and I were on the phone, and I was trying to end the conversation and hang up. I said, "I'm going to go now, "and he kept trying to keep the conversation going! I am able to get jealous, but I never really want to show it. It started when he mentioned he might be going out for coffee with a female colleague last night so he could give her some advice on long-term disability. I had dryly said, "how nice," but it did bother me that he made this special effort to do some research about her troubles and then to meet with her coffee to discuss it. (I said, "I didn't know you were so knowledgeable about long-term disability." He said, "I'm not, but I did some research.")  I didn't want to say anything because in reality, I'm positive he was being his usual nice-guy self, and it was nothing, and it's not like I would ever forbid him to do anything. [Which is why I just wanted to hang up and do something else. I ended up telling him what was bothering me, we exchanged some heated words, especially after he said to me, "it's no big deal!" It made me even more mad that he diminished my concerns. But later on, he called me back, and we talked about it. But I don't really feel like we made up.]

On the other hand...he got jealous that a coworker said he was going to burn me a DVD movie. And from my personal experiences, guys are never nice to women just because. There is always an attraction and there is always an ulterior motive (even though it may not be conscious). Taken guys who forge strong "friendships" with women after they become taken always end up falling for the women or something happens. And single guys who have friendships with women and realise that it will be nothing more almost always disappear.

These have been my experiences...Therefore, it's reality! :-p BWAHAHAA

I have very few guy friends now. Guy friends I've had have cheated on their girlfriends, fiancees, and wives -- either with me or other women. Maybe it's the company I've kept, but nonetheless, I've known a lot of unfaithful men. I do trust Mr. Nick, but I can't always curb the jealousy!