I wanted to have yogurt in my diet again so I thought I'd try some soy yogurt. If you like the texture and smells of wallpaper paste, I highly recommend soy yogurt. BWAHHAAHA

Anyway, I'm exhausted right now, and I don't even have that much on my plate. I guess not eating isn't helping. I'm constantly hungry, but I don't have much of an appetite. I do find it easier to eat when there are other people around. All my free time seems to be spent making phone calls, returning phone calls, and returning e-mails.

I feel like I should be in Hong Kong right now helping out with the funeral arrangements. Being at work is kind of an obstacle to being on the phone and going to appointments. Although work has said I can take as much time as I need, I was also reminded me that I have 5 days for bereavement leave, which will start when I go overseas. And then if I need more time, I can use my vacation days. Gee, thanks! I'll probably end up having some unpaid leave.

In that case, I may give my notice sooner. The only downside is that I will not be covered for health and medical expenses if I am not employed. Hmm. I'll not give any notice for now. I was supposed to start my new job March 24, and now it's March 28, tentatively.

I'm too tired to express much more, but I am definitely very touched and thankful for all the support and kind words that people have given me. Words cannot express my appreciation. 

I will be town for at least another 2 weeks because my dad's funeral won't be happening until March 10 at the very least. My aunt has tried hard to speed up his place in line, but if it was on the 15th, I could go to Vegas first... 

:-)

I am hanging in there. Since I haven't seen my dad for a couple of months, it's like he's still on vacation. However, I know he's never coming back. I'm sure everything will hit me once I see his body.