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| Quick update |
| 04.15.08 (11:01 pm) [edit] |
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Started the new job. Need to learn more about mining!! BWAHAHAA Been overwhelmed with info overload so far and getting a little nervous -- like when I am going to wrap my head around everything? No news on the death certificate front. Seeing my mom this weekend really bummed me out. Seeing her reminded me of my dad and then I got sad. She also didn't like the idea of me selling my dad's car to his girlfriend for the price of what's left on the loan because I could get twice as much if I was to sell the car. And then talks about the next family vacation came up. I let her know that I didn't enjoy the vacations anymore because everyone ignores me and that she treats me like crap during those trips. I feel like I'm PMSing right now even though I know it's not. I guess I'm hitting one of those lows during my grieving process. Mr. Nick seems to inadvertently be upsetting me no matter what he does. I've lost my zest for cooking and baking at the moment, too. *sigh* I don't know what would make me feel better now. I guess I will focus on work for now. I haven't had time to slack off there, yet ;-) |
posted by: themarina (reply)
post date: 04.16.08 (8:42 am)
I had the same problem with info overload when I started here - except it was construction related - I'm sure in a few months you'll have it down!
posted by: katz (reply)
post date: 04.16.08 (8:58 am)
how did your mom take to you telling her that you do not like the family vacations?
posted by: bawdy (reply)
post date: 04.16.08 (1:37 pm)
Good luck with the new job. And you are grieving still. I'd be more concerned if you were doing cartwheels. *hug*
posted by: rosietulips (reply)
post date: 04.16.08 (9:07 pm)
Reply to: themarina
I hope it get it all down before my coworker leaves on her mat leave!! I wonder if construction is more riveting than geology?
posted by: rosietulips (reply)
post date: 04.16.08 (9:07 pm)
Reply to: katz
She just kind of brushed it off and didn't really seem to believe what I was saying...as if "how could *anyone* not enjoy the family vacations?
posted by: rosietulips (reply)
post date: 04.16.08 (9:08 pm)
Reply to: bawdy
Thanks...*sigh* (I can do cartwheels, though.)
posted by: bipolarexpress (reply)
post date: 04.17.08 (5:14 am)
maybe if you went blog streaking.. you would pep back up.. just joking.. try eating chocolate... Hugs.. things will get better..
posted by: rosietulips (reply)
post date: 04.17.08 (11:03 am)
Reply to: bipolarexpress
Thanks, I hope they get better soon. I'm just feeling down...I don't think another trip to the spa will cut it!
posted by: bipolarexpress (reply)
post date: 04.17.08 (11:42 am)
Reply to: rosietulips
if you can (weather/job permitting) try to get outside more.. the sunshine may help to cheer you up a bit.
(depression is one of the signs of morning, it's only natural)
posted by: ggirl (reply)
post date: 04.17.08 (11:52 am)
Grief comes in waves and it's exhausting.
Don't worry about the job...you're brilliant and you'll figure it out soon enough. It's hard to lose your father, deal with a very complex estate *and* start a new job. Makes me exhausted just thinking about it.
posted by: rosietulips (reply)
post date: 04.17.08 (6:56 pm)
Reply to: ggirl
I am not liking this grief thing at all!!
posted by: auntconi (reply)
post date: 04.22.08 (10:05 pm)
My condolences on the loss of your father ~ ((hugs))
*I was checking out your meme as noted on PirateGirl's post, and then sort of wandered around to see what's going on with you ~ and then I see your father passed on.
And to top it off ~ the stress of a new job.
Again, ((hugs)) ~ I hope things settle for you soon.
posted by: rosietulips (reply)
post date: 04.22.08 (10:28 pm)
Reply to: auntconi
Thank you *so* much for your thoughts. I hope things settle for me soon! The process of getting things done is slower than molasses!
