But I am addicted to sugar again!

When I was doing to the Paleo diet, I ate no processed food and had very few sweets, even fruit. Now that I have been snacking on some of my baking and other desserts, I am craving sugar! And I even enjoy it! When I stopped eating sugar, I actually did not like dessert. It did not taste satisfying anymore! I want to go back to that time.

Anyway, thanks for the words of support and advice yesterday. I did some thinking and I feel better and more positive. I also found John Gray's relationship blog. He wrote Men are From Mars, Women are From Venus. There was some good advice on there that made me think. Obviously, relationships aren't easy. Going with my theory about everyone coming into your life for a reason, maybe I am still learning from Mr. Nick. Anyway, I'm not ready to give up just yet.

And OMG. I didn't want to be involved with organizing a friggin stagette, but I feel like I am. TV Baker has dropped notches in my book over this. Either she is being manipulative or she needs a backbone. She didn't want committees of people organizing the events, but she didn't actually tell Bridezilla that. All along, TV Baker was emailing with me and The Godmother about ideas for the stagette, asking for our opinions and feedback. She keeps saying Bridezilla wants to do this and Testorone Girl wants to do this. The point was she was supposed to organise something and we would help with the details.

But the bride mentioned to me yesterday that Bridezilla emailed her a whole list of ideas asking her for some feedback. TV Baker keeps wanting to meet to discuss for some strange reason, but on the outside it appears she has been excluding Bridezilla. But obviously, Bridezilla is participating in some way. We're not little girls. Why isn't there more openness about this, and why can't TV Baker just take charge? Is it so difficult to plan a fun night/weekend out that the bride-to-be would enjoy? It's not like we don't know her. We know what she would like!!!