To just not remember all the bad stuff from the past?
I was chit chatting with Chris VERY briefly. I IM him more often these days even though it's usually just a "hi." Now that I don't have this fear of him still wanting to date me, I am more friendly.
Patrick reminds me a lot of Chris in some ways.
And I have to remember that Patrick and Chris are different people.
Chris and I dated about a year and a half ago. We hit it off until he freaked out. Then when he came around, I had already lost interest.
I think I am starting to freak out!! An hour of cardio will do me well, I hope.