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| Men: boyfriends and exes |
| 08.02.04 (11:26 pm) [edit] |
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So Patrick was gone all weekend. I didn't think I'd miss him all that much, but he was on my mind quite a bit. We passed a couple of text messages back and forth. I thought he was coming back last night but he didn't end up getting home 'til tonight. I think I am still in danger of freaking out. I won't really have time to see him during the week 'til Thursday, so I asked him if he wanted to get together for lunch tomorrow. I've chosen a restaurant that serves North American cuisine. But then I also suggested Chinese, which he did not seem too crazy about. I think he was half joking because he has mentioned there is some Chinese food he likes. Now, with past boyfriends, I've never been all that adamant about making them have Chinese food. Lucky for me, Demetrios actually enjoyed going to my family dinners, and he was open to trying new foods. However, with Patrick, I seem to want him to eat and like Chinese (and Japanese) food even though we've not eaten any of those together. And why? Because he seems uncomfortable with the idea of eating it. It's like this switch goes off in my head...what? He doesn't like it...seems like a fun challenge to get him into it!!! Bah. :lol: So Patrick kind of reminds me of a guy I dated before James. His name was Chris. I guess that was a year and a half ago. They're kind of the same physically and both have a passion for hockey. They're both the same level of whiteness (and I don't mean physically) and both were players. I was supposed to get together with Chris today. I didn't realise his volleyball thing was so early, so it ended up being too late to get together, but we did talk on the phone for quite a while. We also rescheduled for Wednesday night. [I wonder if Patrick would mind if I was getting together with an ex...] Anyway, I think if I gave Chris any indication, he'd jump in the sack with me again. He hasn't really dated anyone since me. And we finally came to the explicit conclusion that we actually were boyfriend/girlfriend. But just from the way he was talking, he seemed kind of horny. In my usual Rosie fashion, I did not actually say there'd be no chance of us getting it on again. I have a habit of liking to keep my options open. Actually, it wasn't too long ago that I was reminiscing some of times together....they were fun times. And then I was thinking how I had been missing my conversations with Wayne lately, too. I think the lesson I still need to learn is not freak out so much and relax and to not try to shape a relationship that I think I'd like to have. I'm not sure why I worry so much. |
posted by: Andaloo (reply)
post date: 08.03.04 (10:49 am)
OMG how do you fit all this into one life. I'm exhausted reading this. It sounds like you're having a great time...enjoy!
posted by: rosietulips (reply)
post date: 08.03.04 (12:31 pm)
Reply to: Andaloo
If you read my whole entry, I congratulate you! And I did my best to not be verbose!!
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