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| Tea makes me go wheeeee! |
| 11.18.04 (9:19 am) [edit] |
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I had a tea yesterday morning, knowing I'd have a late night. P and I went to the Tea Party concert last night. I wasn't really feeling it. This is one band I don't usually listen to on the radio, and I don't buy their CDs. However, they're really good live, and they always put on a good show. Last night was probably not an exception. I could barely see anything since I couldn't see *over* people. Anyway, by the time I got home around 2, I was still feeling AWAKE! I got 4 hours of sleep last night, and I am not feeling dead to the world. Ah, good ol' caffeine. Actually, my 4 hours of sleep weren't very peaceful. *sigh* My ex-boyfriend is an idiot. :roll: Lucky :?: for him (and maybe unlucky for me?) I was awake at 2:15 am when he phoned me. He was a little incoherent from drinking. He wanted to see me and talk to me, and he was saying something about bombs and something about Americans...I'm not sure. In my moment of weakness and the fact that I'd been missing him all night (geez, there were reminders of him *everywhere*), I said he could come over and talk to me. Perhaps he had come to some sort of revelation. (Did I post about Monday night? I called him after my fits of missing him and feeling like I needed closure. So when we talked that night, I felt closure. He did in fact understand why I broke up with him. "Unreliablity." Well, that would be the tip of the iceberg anyway, but his unreliablity is what I focused on.) So we talked, and I've concluded he is an idiot. But maybe it's because I would make different choices. He told me the reasons why he liked me so much (I'm beautiful, smart, ambitious...basically have my act together), but he feels that despite all those wonderful qualities, he is choosing...flying? Quite frankly, I don't see the relation. He said that with his flying, last minute flights were part of the job. He was like, "I'm giving up a relationship for flying." I don't get it. He's an idiot. :lol: I only facetiously mean it. His loss. But...maybe I need more opportunities for him to piss me off so it's easier for me to cut him off completely. I really shouldn't be talking to him. With him, it's all or nothing. And if I can't have it all, nothing it is. It helps to remember the things he does which piss me off. And stop thinking about my bruised ego. Oh, and B reminded me that *I* broke up with the P Man. That I did, but it wasn't because I didn't like him anymore. It was because I couldn't see an easy road down the line for a relationship that I'd want. I know relationships aren't a cake walk, but there are certain elements like reliability...which relates to trust. Speaking of trust, when I brought that up with P Man, he equated trust with cheating and then informed me that he never cheated on me. (On the other hand, he has on past girlfriends :roll:) And then it was about 3 am. I didn't fall asleep 'til 4. He took up almost the whole bed, elbowed me in the head a couple of times, and talked in his sleep. |
posted by: lynne (reply)
post date: 11.18.04 (5:21 pm)
Haha. Oh that was a good post, Rosie. Especially the punchline at the end about being elbowed in the head.
posted by: rosietulips (reply)
post date: 11.18.04 (8:36 pm)
Reply to: lynne
Man, if I ever have to share a bed with a guy for an extended period of time, I'm getting a king!!
posted by: SusanofPudlin (reply)
post date: 11.19.04 (12:24 pm)
Rosie.... please do me a favor and be really single for a while without a boyfriend. I could almost see the handwriting on the wall. Who needs someone calling drunk in the middle of the freaking night???
posted by: rosietulips (reply)
post date: 11.19.04 (2:59 pm)
Reply to: SusanofPudlin
I didn't need to be woken up, that's for sure. I don't have plans to have a boyfriend for a while. I must collect my wits!!
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