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| Problem solved |
| 12.21.04 (7:58 am) [edit] |
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Happy birthday to me today!! I have to say this is one of the suckiest birthdays ever. :lol: And I do find that funny. I guess I just feel kind of lonely even though I have great friends and family around. I am also sick. Sitting around at home for the second day in a row doesn't bode well with me. When I was younger, I'd have no problem staying at home all day. Now when I do, I get into a grumpy mood. I'll go out in a bit to do some shopping since my body doesn't feel tired enough for me to sleep. I had a hard time falling asleep last night, too. So I think my P Man problem is solved. Sunday night, I swung by his place to get my things and left right after. I was really cold. And when he asked if he could call me later that night, I said no. So this morning, I had an email waiting for me from him that he sent yesterday afternoon. It said: [i]I don't know why you wouldn't want me to call you last night. Sometimes I wonder why I bother. Alot of the time you seem really cold. Don't call me, I'll call you and it's not going to be for awhile. Need to figure some stuff out. hope you can handle that. sorry didn't want to piss you off. [/i] I fired off a semi-long reply, which I hope he reads. It was honest and included everything that was on my mind. Actually the last paragraph would have been the most important. I said: [i]I'm not sure what kind of stuff you need to figure out. It's too bad you don't tell me these things. You know I am all for talking stuff through. Ever since my housewarming, I've been doing a lot of thinking about you and me. When we get out and do stuff, it's really great. I have an awesome time. Maybe that just makes for a good friendship. Because I don't think you are ready to have the kind of relationship I want at this point in time. By Sunday, I'd kind of given up. Take care and have a good holiday. [/i] I'm not expecting anything else to come of this P Man thing. Finally. I'm not sure why it was so difficult for me to dump him sooner. Maybe I was hopeful; I don't know. Of course I like to tell myself we weren't officially back together this round. I am a little miffed that he decided to spring this on me around my birthday. Good thing I changed my mind about having dinner with him and made plans with my mom earlier. So typical of him to bail. |
posted by: BobbyJoe (reply)
post date: 12.21.04 (8:31 am)
Happy Birthday, Rosie. We may not be able to be there in person but I think that I can speak for quite a few who say that we actually care how you are and hope you're well. My advice, wrangle some girlfriends, go dancing, drinking, hell raising and top it off with a visit to a skin bar for chicks. If the sight of those male strippers doesn't entertain AND put you off men for a while, nothing will. ...Just a suggestion.
posted by: rosietulips (reply)
post date: 12.21.04 (8:35 am)
Reply to: BobbyJoe
Thanks :) I'm actually getting ready to go out for some breakfast with my best friend. Then we will shop!! Perhaps I will treat myself today :) I am genuinely touched by your warmth {{hugs}}
posted by: BobbyJoe (reply)
post date: 12.21.04 (8:40 am)
Breakfast? What time is it where you are?
posted by: rosietulips (reply)
post date: 12.21.04 (3:15 pm)
Reply to: BobbyJoe
It was about 11 am when I left. I'm on Pacific Standard Time here :-)
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