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| What's goin' on. |
| 12.03.03 (10:42 pm) [edit] |
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Okay, last month I felt totally energy-less (as expected). Now I don't feel so tired, but I feel like my eyes are wide as saucers. I kind of liked feeling tired because I couldn't help but want to go to bed. I haven't felt like writing in my journal either, but I think I should. Lots of thoughts are swimming around in my head, yet I'm not expressing myself. I've also lost my desire to use my tarot cards. I just don't feel the energy when I take them out of their box. I'll take it as a sign to take a break. One thing that's troubled me, especially lately is that taken men's girlfriends feel threatened by me, and they have no reason to. I have no romantic interest in their guys because really, once I find out a guy is taken, the interest level just plummets and never comes back. A couple of my guy friends would never tell their significant others that they're hanging out with me even though I am *completely* open to all of us getting together. "Oh no, S****n wouldn't want to." Others just cut all contact with me with no warning until I find out the scoop from others. *shrugs* The latest was earlier this week when my co-worker and I went to Starbucks. He was like, "S****a hates you. She feels threatened by you." And mind you, I've never even met her. All she has to go on is what my co-worker says. I just mind my own business!! |
posted by: lynne (reply)
post date: 12.04.03 (8:36 am)
I have always gotten along very well with men so I have had a lot of male friends. The risk is that when they start dating someone, that someone will feel threatened. I have lost some good friends because of that. It is kind of sad. It is probably worse for you because you are so beautiful :)
posted by: rosietulips (reply)
post date: 12.04.03 (9:22 am)
Reply to: lynne
Thank you for the compliment *blush* It is sad when friends "desert" me. I think it often reinforces my ability to keep people at an arm's length!!
posted by: trina (reply)
post date: 12.05.03 (9:44 am)
My best friend Jackie goes thru that alot because she hangs out with mostly guys (when she is not hanging out with me of course *grin*).
posted by: rosietulips (reply)
post date: 12.05.03 (10:41 am)
Reply to: trina
It's almost as if guys can't be more than friends, they'll just disappear! Thank goodness for gal pals!!
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