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| Thrill of the chase and the unknown |
| 03.23.05 (10:32 pm) [edit] |
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I have a love-hate relationship with those two things. I do like to chase, but I hate not knowing what to expect. So against my better judgement (I blame my fatigue and hunger), I sent the G Man (good grief, I forgot how to spell his name, so ... I didn't use it) an email. I asked him if he wanted to get together this weekend. And I tried to get across as nicely as possible that if he didn't ever want to get together to let me know, so there will not be further contact. Because seriously, I hate being dicked around. If you want something, go for it. But if you're wondering about all the what if's, you're limiting yourself and where does that get you? I decided to take a chance with sending the email because I am tired of wondering. Whatever happens, I know I can deal and move forward or move on. Having people drop into my life and then disappear and then come back is really, really tough on me. And when people return into my life as if they never disappeared really hurts me, too. And speaking of hurting, I am going to be achy tomorrow. There was a lot of pole work tonight in class. And wearing platform shoes in class is a completely NEW experience. Holy loss of balance! I gotta work on that. The hair flip was extremely difficult. |
posted by: gonzoid (reply)
post date: 03.23.05 (11:52 pm)
pole work? platforms? hair flip? you learning how to be a stripper?!
posted by: rosietulips (reply)
post date: 03.24.05 (8:53 am)
Reply to: gonzoid
*L* no, I am not exactly learning how to be a stripper, but I am taking pole dancing classes :) (for fitness reasons!!)
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