Tonight I went to the Hot Hot Heat concert, and they were soooo entertaining. Unfortunately, I had not heard all the songs from their first album. It sure makes a difference when you know a band's songs when you go to their concert. They played songs from their latest album very well.
And you know, what I hate about non sit-down concerts is that I can never see well. I'm always trying to peek between a sea of heads. I was reminisicing tonight about my mosh pit days. I never crowd surfed, but I was always front and centre at concerts. In those days, I wore baggy jeans, Docs, and big T-shirts.
Ah, so I went to this concert with an ex (not the one I've been emailing with, but one from before him). We stopped off at a couple of friends' 30th surprise birthday thingees.
I know it's not necessary to discuss my feelings on seeing him, but I will.
I didn't ask myself what I ever saw in him nor did I desire him either. I did half-expect him to invite me up to his apartment even though I hadn't seen him in well over a year.
I have no idea what he was thinking, but he told me he had an "awesome" time tonight. Not sure if it was the concert or the company :lol: He did suggest getting together again.
What I liked about dating him was the gentlemanly stuff he did (even though he could be so rude and so crass!) like open doors, help me with my jacket, etc. It was surprising that he remembered quite a bit about me. We didn't date that long, and there was not that explicit commitment where I could call him my boyfriend.
The only action I got tonight was a few touches on the waist and the hello and good-bye hugs. He did brush my hair away when he bent down to talk to me. I guess he's about 6'2"? I forget. He also said he'd give me a kiss if he wasn't sick, so he kissed my neck. :lol: I bet I smelled nice!! :twisted: Sometimes, I slather on some Lancome's Attraction lotion if I am trying to attract someone. (Yes, that is a secret. Don't tell anyone. Shhh.)
When I dropped him off, he joked, "I guess you're not coming up for a nightcap?" To err on the side of caution, I told him "no" even though I would've liked to say "I would if you were inviting me."
Because quite frankly, I'd really like to get laid. If I am feeling like this even though I'm PMSing, next week will be even tougher!!
This want of mine makes me weak, which brings me to "The Handyman."