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| Gnah |
| 04.12.05 (3:55 pm) [edit] |
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I feel like grinding my teeth right now. Why is my throat so itchy?! Why does my head hurt? Why do I dislike seeing my doctor so much?? I went to get a prescription for some more Alesse. She asked me how my periods were and talked about how great it was to be on the pill. But last minute she adds, "we'll see what happens when you go off it. That's when the problems start." :? Why does she say stuff like that? I don't see myself having babies any time soon. Not that I am even seeing anyone right now. Sometimes I think I should go off the pill, but I like the benefits of being on it. I still have not forgotten how negatively my doctor reacted to my piercing when she checked my boobs years back. She told me I probably killed some milk ducts and questioned my ability to breast feed. I guess it's natural to assume women want to have babies. It's hard for me to desire having babies when I see raising kids as a 2-parent job. It's like me dreaming of owning a Porsche. Something that's possible but highly unlikely in the next little while. One step at a time on the baby front. I don't think I'd want to be a single parent either. No turkey baster business for me. I'm still emailing with J...my last reply included what I thought of him since he was curious. One of my lines included "Emailing with you now just makes me realise even more that I should have given up [on you] sooner." I now know that when he called me "difficult," he meant "bitchy." :x He was talking about some of the female characters on 24, and he called them "difficult (read: bitchy), and he used to call me "difficult" on a regular basis. Maybe it's all related to my mood, but I don't know how much longer I'll keep emailing with James since I am finding myself feeling sad and almost bad. Advice people often gave me was to not give people the boot so soon. I think it's served me well in the past. The more chances I give people, the more stupid I ultimately feel. And man, my butt cheeks hurt today. How am I supposed to run?! |
posted by: irishred (reply)
post date: 04.12.05 (4:09 pm)
rosie, i am so sorry your butt cheeks hurt.
posted by: rosietulips (reply)
post date: 04.12.05 (4:17 pm)
Reply to: irishred
Nothing a little massaging won't help, I hope!! Or maybe even spankings...
posted by: irishred (reply)
post date: 04.12.05 (4:48 pm)
Reply to: rosietulips
oo lala :)
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