1. The P Man called me again on Saturday for no apparent reason and to just shoot the sh*t.
2. The C Man has been rather curious about Mark, and I need to tell him I am seeing someone. "Do you have a romantic interest in him? Where is he sleeping?"
3. It was nice to see Mark again. I'm glad I didn't feel awkward, but sometimes it's hard to think of stuff to say. I am amazed at how he's finally settled down :) When we first met, we were both on very same wavelenghts. Very anti-commitment and wondering if the point to life was making babies. Now he's engaged and looking forward to having a family :)
4. My dad got all pissed off me for food issues. He had bought some food for me Friday and wanted to drop it off. I was already sleeping so I said I'd pick it up the next day. But seriously, it's been very difficult trying to make arrangements with him to pick up food considering he has no voice mail. So this morning, he left a message for me: "Just let me know if you still want the food." FFS. Then I went by, he had the vegetables, frozen meat, 2 mangoes (I already have a rotting one in my fridge), a bag of grapes, and some lychee. I know he means well, but I often do not enjoy the food he gives me, and it goes bad before I can get to it.
5. I picked up 2 romaines and 3 bell peppers, and some wild rice from my mom today. I still have broth from Friday night.
6. So you see. Receiving all this food is very fortunate, but I feel stifled when I can't even make my own food choices when I am living by myself. I feel like I have to eat it all before it goes bad, and by the middle of week, I am out of food, but I have no time to go food shopping.
7. I have a free rental from Red Hot Video because the last DVD was all screwed up. Who knows when I will go there again? But they did have some frilly, lacey panties that I was looking for for my dance routine. Unfortunately, they were cheap and scratchy and not even worth a try.
8. Having some time away from the J Man was nice, but I still thought about him a lot. I missed waking up beside him. Not that I knew all the details or even the nature of his friendship with his visitor this weekend, I was still a little envious...that that they have a history. And also, "why didn't we hang out more?" But that's just the girl in me coming out. I'm going to see him plenty tomorrow, which is why I must clean my place. It will be his first time seeing it!!!!!!
Okay, good night.
posted by: swamy (reply)
post date: 05.23.05 (1:30 am)
interesting blog rosie...keep at it! im trying to figure out all about these J and M and P men...LOL