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| Head for the hills! |
| 05.24.05 (10:59 am) [edit] |
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That's what I tend to do when I hit a bump in the road to relationship paradise. There was a minor bump last night. For reasons I cannot explain, sometimes I can get really hyper and goofy. I find it happens more often when I've had too little sleep. If I can be like that around someone, it's truly a blessing, in my HO. That's when I am comfortable enough to just let loose and be myself. However, being that way around the J Man ... is a little different. He's not sure how to deal with it. I think most people just kind of laugh and my mood passes. Last night he got kind of sarcastic and took some passive digs at me. I called him on it. But his behaviour just made my mood plummet. Now it goes back to me worrying about how to act. I know I can only be myself, and I really don't want to worry about "should I have said or done that?" "is it okay for me to do this?" If I can't be myself, I will get resentful, and then I do hurtful things. He said to give him some time to learn how to read me. One great challenge I find is being open. I've had so many people call me guarded, closed, or cold, and I don't know how to improve on that. I guess I don't really like showing a softer side to me. I hide a lot by joking and being sarcastic. |
posted by: BobbyJoe (reply)
post date: 05.24.05 (12:57 pm)
My advice, start streaking.
posted by: rosietulips (reply)
post date: 05.24.05 (1:09 pm)
Reply to: BobbyJoe
Well, I am going commando today!!
posted by: rinna (reply)
post date: 05.24.05 (3:43 pm)
I hate making myself vulnerable, too. Just don't let a relationship completely change you, rosie. You're a tops bird as is, and if he's going to get childish, let him know. You shouldn't have to explain yourself for your funs.
posted by: princessapricot (reply)
post date: 05.25.05 (6:49 am)
What kills me is that men have moods that fluctuate too. It's not always us. Embrace you, and if he really feels you're worth the digging into your sould for, he'll stop with the sarcastic digs and enjoy your personality - no matter how many of them you have :)
posted by: rosietulips (reply)
post date: 05.25.05 (8:53 am)
Reply to: rinna
I agree! I cannot stifle the real meeeeee! *L*
posted by: rosietulips (reply)
post date: 05.25.05 (8:54 am)
Reply to: princessapricot
Being the sweet guy that he is, he asked for me to just give him some time to adjust to me :)
posted by: princessapricot (reply)
post date: 05.25.05 (11:40 am)
Reply to: rosietulips
Does he have a clone in my neck of the woods? :)
posted by: rosietulips (reply)
post date: 05.25.05 (12:29 pm)
Reply to: princessapricot
I'll let you know if he does :)
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