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| Feelings...nothing more than feelings |
| 12.18.03 (2:00 pm) [edit] |
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Dangnabbit, I have that line from the song in my head. Don't you hate having songs you don't know the lyrics to stuck in your head?? I am back to the feeling tired thing again. *sigh* Or maybe I am still recovering from my cold. Time to get back to sleeping before midnight again!! Or maybe I am stressed. I used to get tired around exam time...I'd study for 15 minutes and feel so tired I'd conk out for 3 hours. And for some reason, I am feeling pretty stressed right now. I can tell from my skin!! One of my stressors, unfortunately, is Stef (yes, I know...what's a Rosie blog entry without talking about men?). He's here for another 3 weeks, and he wants to monopolise [his word] my time. I've told him twice in two days that I need space. I guess he feels pressure to make the most of his time here. But I have my own stuff going on! (And even if I didn't have a lot on the go, I wouldn't give up all my free time for him.) And it's not just the time thing...I am feeling extremely smothered. He acts like a boyfriend, but he is far from being one of mine. I feel like I barely know the guy! Sure, I know stuff about him, but that's not the same. I wish I could give him some direction on how to be, but I can't. And I sure can't pick up where we last left off in the summer. In fact, about a month after he was gone, my interest in him waned. In order for me to figure out if I even want to get to know him better requires him to be out of my face. And to cut out the PDA. And I do feel badly. I feel badly that I'm not as into him as he is into me. I feel badly for acting hostile towards him. But I can't help any of this :wink: I like space! Men, sometimes, are like pets. They require more time and attention than I can afford. |
posted by: Sillygrrl3 (reply)
post date: 12.18.03 (2:21 pm)
WHEW! I am soooo sorry about all this! It is draining!!! - Kara
posted by: rosietulips (reply)
post date: 12.18.03 (2:29 pm)
Reply to: Sillygrrl3
Draining, indeed! Thank you for reading *L* It's just a whole lotta venting now!!
posted by: hardtoimagine (reply)
post date: 12.18.03 (2:31 pm)
i totally agree with the men and pets thing....sometimes i wish i could just shove them all in a closet and lock the door for a few hours!!!
posted by: rosietulips (reply)
post date: 12.18.03 (2:48 pm)
Reply to: hardtoimagine
I think if men were locked in closets, they'd start to whine loudly!!
posted by: Sillygrrl3 (reply)
post date: 12.18.03 (3:26 pm)
Reply to: rosietulips
Yes, draining, but venting is good!!! I am glad you have a venting area. I am pretty sure my mother never vented growing up! Not a good thing! - Kara
posted by: flaring (reply)
post date: 12.18.03 (4:19 pm)
Men are *way* more demanding than pets. I had more than 100 baby fish and it took less time than a man would've. And they don't monopolise the remote.
posted by: rosietulips (reply)
post date: 12.18.03 (4:28 pm)
Reply to: flaring
Haha...sad but true...They make robotic dogs...when are they going to make robotic humans?? ;-)
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